Why am I Always sad?
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Thread Topic: Why am I Always sad?
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Today I was able to see my boyfriend after a week of not seeing him, I should of been happy but I wasn't.I feel so TERRIBLE.I really hate how I'm so anti-social around everyone.I'm noticing how I'm just never happy anymore, once I get the thing I've wanted I'm happy for a split second but then it fades.I do really like the things I have, love the people Im able to see, I'm glad that everyone is happy,but I still feel sad deep down.I know it's me and not them thats the problem, which makes me feel even worse.I just constantly feel like a freak and like I don't belong. I contemplate suicide almost every day but I never have the heart to do it for the sake of my parents.I feel like I can't hold a conversation anymore,I don't really want to see a shrink because I'm terrible at explaining how I feel to a person.I can't explain this feeling out loud without breaking down.
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I know EXACTLY how you feel... That thing that makes you happy. You can't have it long enough to sustain happiness, can you?
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suddenly I feel happy again; I just looked at my older post from this site haha how I stressed about this guy(who is now my boyfriend for over a year) and how I wanted a kiss and a hug :PP I've gotten so many of those from him since then XDD man how I hope I can look at this post a couple of months from now and laugh at this too.
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Wrong thread XD
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