Yes. You said I didn't need anyone, and I said "lol i do" and you thought I meant that I needed Parys when I was talking about a broader sense. I do need SOMEONE, I sorta thrive off of friendships. You took it the wrong way and left abruptly without giving me a chance to clarify. It sort of upsets me when you do that.
I can't avoid her when I have two of my three classes with her, lunch with her, and she's President of the club I'm in.. I'm friends with her at school, we don't talk outside of it. And she wasn't even there today, I was just venting about how I'm sick of ALL of them. I wouldn't be her friend if I didn't have to.
And I told you about my situation with her. I don't talk to her when I don't have to. She treats me like s--- and constantly makes me feel bad but her assigned seats are next to mine, so it's hard to completely distance myself from her. Plus this past weekend she had to do my hair and makeup for the pageant. She was the only one who offered so I dealt with it.
We sit next to each other, like I said. If I were to be a dick to her, she could make my life a living hell. She did, once, and it f---ing sucked.
I don't want to fight with you and I thought this was just a misunderstanding. But everytime we fight it always boils down to my friendship with Parys. I'm trying to be mature and talk this out because I find it sort of petty to be continuously arguing over it. Don't you see that YOU make me feel really s---ty when you ignore me and get mad over me doing what I have to to get through school? I have one year left. I don't want to be an outcast for that. You act more like my mom than my friend sometimes, always getting on to me about missing school. I didn't go my first day because I started bawling in the car when I realized I don't have a single friend. And my school is so small, Rose. I can't magically make new ones, especially when I only have three classes. So I talk to the people I have to, because yeah school is about learning and all that s--- but having friends makes it a lot easier.