I don't even know how to feel now..
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Thread Topic: I don't even know how to feel now..
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About......?????????????????????
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He's back.
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Yeah, I got it now.
I'm angry.
I saw that a dear sister of mine had a daughter so wonderful as teresa, and I wanted to feel that closeness, too. Whether anyone knows it or not, I've always wanted to finally be a mother- to have someone to defend and guide. Someone to look up to me. How selfish.. But I didn't know it would be so wrong for me to try and meet that desire, and even more so to make a mistake in doing it. Do I not have a right to be the mother figure I've always wanted to be?
I'm ashamed..
Teresa is a big part of the reason I so wanted this, so is it really fair for her to be made sad by my desire to be happy? I couldn't even find the right words to say to tell her I cared about her..
I'm sad.
I failed. I don't know what she's going to do now, but it will have been causd by me, and all I can do is sit here and think about it, and let it haunt me, worrying constantly about what will happen to her.
I'm so stupid.. for all of this. I'm so sorry.. -
Oh? Wait what. See this is what I get for not talking to many people on here
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And I saw that, Selena..
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*sigh* I read what happened. I'm worried for her.
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I am, too.. I can hardly breathe..
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I hope she didn't do anything...
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I know. It's killing me. I wish she'd come back already so I could know..
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What if she...?
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She can't! I won't believe she did! She has to come back..
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She'll be back. She has to.
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I emailed her.. I hope she answers soon..
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I did, as well. I'm about to text her.
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