I just realized something...
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Thread Topic: I just realized something...
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I'm not okay.
No matter how many times I say I am, no matter how many hours I spend telling myself I'm okay, I'm not...
I have one or two reasons to live.. One is love, two is GTQ. I'm almost dead on the inside. My ankles now have about 10 cuts on them. My wrist has 4 (I want to add on.. But people will notice so..). I just want everything to get better. But everything's slipping out of place.. Everything..
Nothing right now can sew up my heart. Nothing right now can change my perspective. Nothing. Many people try.. It's only temporary. It's only a temporary happiness. I want a permanent happiness.
My weight is slipping. I'm about 78 pounds now, because I'm starving myself again. Every imperfection is dead clear to me. I'm trying to fix them, I'm trying to fix the hell out of them. But nothing's working.
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Please don't give up! :(
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anri hyuga Novice*hugs Tori*
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Marauder: Why shouldn't I?
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anri hyuga Novicetori dont give up on anything you set to do.
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Because when you are older and have escaped all the pain you will be glad you didn't give up!
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Anri: I.. I might give up on life..
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Tori, please. You have to hold on. At least til you get to be with Ben. Reading this, it hurts me so much to see you feeling like this, and to know that I feel the same, but yet I don't do a damn thing about it. But starving yourself and cutting yourself, that's not gonna help anything. All it's gonna do is result in you dying at a young age. You need food and nutrition to live. Hey, I weigh more than double as you, and yeah, I know I need to lose some weight, but I'm not gonna go and starve myself just to pleasure society. Frankly, I enjoy being who I am, and if that requires me to be a fat b----, so be it. You shouldn't change who you are just to fit in. You need to stay healthy. I love you, Tori. You are like a true sister to me, and I don't want anything happening to you. I understand that you will never he okay. A lot of people live their lives never having their problems solved or fixed, but yet, they go on with life. Sometimes you learn to live with the pain, like I have. I wish you would just try to see the bright side of things once in awhile, to cheer you up. And you have my email, I'm always here when you want to talk to me, just call out my name and I'll be there. But sadly, I can't do much for you. You need to learn how to get better on your own. I'll still be here, but I won't always be available for you. I'm really sorry that you feel this way.
I know I probably repeated a lot of stuff and everything in what I just said is disorganized, but at least it's there. -
anri hyuga Novicedont say that Tori.alot of people want to do that.even i do but i find a way to get past it tori.
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suicide is a permanent solution to a temperary problem ...
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FierceDeityLink NewbieNever give up.
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FierceDeityLink NewbieAnd how do you think Ben would feel if you died?
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Tori, don't you dare.
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Tori, no. You're like, my best friend, and I would be really depressed without you.
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anri hyuga NoviceTori if you died i would never forgive myself......and i would miss you.
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