Damnit.
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Thread Topic: Damnit.
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Have you ever been so broken that no one can fix it? So broken that you want to cry, but can't because of all the tears you've already shed? Have you ever thought of a future with the current situation only to have it torn away from against your will? Has someone ever told you that they don't mean to hurt you, even though that's exactly what they're doing? Have you ever loved someone with everything you have, only to have the ripped apart time and time again? Have you ever felt like everyday, just another piece of a once good dream has died? Has someone ever stolen your heart only to return it with scars in it? Have you ever cried so much you laughed, and then cried again at the thought of laughing? Have you ever been so mentally broken that you feel like youre trapped? Ever been so mentally broken, you want to give yourself dirty looks?
Ever thought you were loved, but you probably weren't, and will be forgotten? Or, ever been so broken that you can smile? Hello twisted realities of life, I'm here again. -
I'm tired of substituting my sadness with Nazis and Napoleon. I'm also f---ing tired of not having someone to love. I wish Hunter was still my boyfriend. I wish Alana would come to her senses and stop be selfish, and I wish that Tori can stay and will be okay.
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I also wish that my brother wasn't in Jail, and that he'd visit me more often. I wish my sister wasn't a jerk. I wish Charlie would take complete control of the party, or give it all to me. I wish my friends would call. I wished my life was more controlled by me. I wish I could run away and go to Hunter's. I wish I loved myself more.
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How am I being selfish?
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Let it all out Ozzy.
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Alana, you're being selfish by not giving a Fuk about anyone on here.
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Do you hear yourself? How the hell can you say that? I care so much about everyone on here. That's why it's so hard to leave.
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If you did you wouldn't be leaving.
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If I didn't, I would have left a lot sooner. I would've disappeared over a year ago without saying goodbye. But I stuck around, and I've overstayed my welcome.
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I'm so sorry to hear about this, hon. I've been through all those things, but not overly affected by it. But when it does happen, try to look on the bright side :)
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