I Haven't Slept For Six Days.
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Thread Topic: I Haven't Slept For Six Days.
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I can't sleep, especially not now...
I spent all of last night listening to music and writing the song for Hannah. I also wrote a letter to her. Then I went to her Facebook wall and read all of the messages and watched all of the videos from dance class and such... -
;~; Lanana, *huggles* again, I'm so sorry for your loss... I don't have much experience with comforting people, because I've never really experienced something like this...
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*hugs* I've been talking to online psychologists and grief counselors. They aren't telling me anything except what I know. I haven't eaten a meal in two days. I'm just not that hungry anymore. Of course, I've eaten some things.... Tic tacs, ice cream, tic tacs...
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PTSD? Sounds like it. I'm gonna be a psychiatrist so you can always talk to me.
And Alana, I'm really sorry for you. I can especially relate to how you feel. As harsh as this sounds,you need to let go. If you don't let go, you'll never be able to move on. Ever. And Hannah wouldn't want you to live like this. She wouldn't want you to starve yourself practically or to be so traumatized. Hannah wants you to be you. The happy to lucky you. She wants you to keep her in your heart, not in grief and depression but as a source of happiness. And it can only get better from there. -
;~; I don't like seeing you this one. None of us do... Try to pull through.. Please. I'd take every happiness I have in my life right now and I'd give it to you. Sad Lanana makes me cry...
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God, guys, thank you. I know, Ozze... It's just, no one expected this. There was no warning. It just happened right out of nowhere. Don't cry for me. Save your tears for a time when you're really going to need them, Tori.
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No, I dont need them.. No one even likes me really in real life ;~; Only Rosie. She's one of my best friends.... And I don't even think we're going to have a class together this school year... ;~; I have no more tears to cry, I've ran out dry.. My emotions are limited. I barely feel sadness, I have love for only one person... I barely even care for anything. But my main cares is GTQ and my friends on here. You guys are like the family I never had. That's why all the time, I wanted to leave or take a break, I couldn't. I missed you guys too much... I felt so empty. So now, I'm trying to make ou happy. I don't want you to be all sad and crying... You make me want to kill whatever is causing your sadness..
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