Analogue Horror Catalogue
Thread Topic: Analogue Horror Catalogue
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have … defeated the ender dragon and got a part of a shulker shell.
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the people are starting stuff again. one of them just @‘ed crystal and asked if they were available to talk.
then crystal dm’ed them and they say that crystal’s partner breaking up with them should have been the wake up call to leave me and that it wasn’t and they should have one. i’m so upset and starting to spiral i don’t know what to do -
so … crystal showed me the messages.
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they said i’m racist, faking being disabled, both mentally and physically, that i only started doing stuff when someone else did, when i have done it for much longer.
they said that i faked because i “used a cane wrong” i had one day to get a hang of it before i was told to get rid of it.
i say vinegar weird and a friend made a joke out of it. so all of a sudden because i put emphasis on the last half of the word, im racist.
i’m spiraling and i feel sick.
i know this isn’t true. i know o haven’t done these things, but im scared crystal will believe them and leave me because “they knew them longer” but these people aren’t good people if they are doing this.
but crystal won’t listen and now i feel bad and i don’t know what to do. -
yay, now there is a google doc about me and i’m a horrible person in their eyes!!!
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awake and active now. i could barely move earlier but i’ve actually managed to feel okay. still nauseous but i have therapy today so i should feel better
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is it working?
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now?
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sure is. there it is. i like that picrew better
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went to the fair tonight. apparently it opened tonight. i thought it opened tomorrow
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removed most irls from my tiktok and blocked a lot more. i think the person who wrote the doc about me blocked me too. how ironic.
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i can’t stop thinking about stuff. i kinda just want to drown everything out but it doesn’t seem to work. i can live with the other accusations but the zoo one?? that one is killing me. i hate them all so much. it’s just a whole bunch of bs and i wish i could call them out
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maybe i can manage to play some games and stuff. i can try to force myself to forget it. but who knows. i don’t know. i’m stressed and scared, not like it matters to anyone
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gonna play repo and minecraft today. i can do this. i can do this. i will get up, put some clothes on, and do stuff today.
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almost got sick
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