Death At Your Fingertips
Thread Topic: Death At Your Fingertips
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Hold up. What the hell is that?
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Chocolate is very good. You should eat it every day for the rest of your life forever.
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Imagine imagining that you're imagining. Could never be me
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It literally looks like cheese. The heck is that?
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I almost forgot what I was doing. Should I sing "Find Your Flame"?
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I'm supposed to shower before my appointment. I'm getting there. Dont rush me. Just let me scroll on YouTube for 7 more hours.
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Shower taken.
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25 minutes
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I don't know what to say. It can't be...
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I woke up early because I'm worried I'll fall into a deep sleep and have trouble waking up later, but I still feel like I need to sleep.
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My boss shouldnt be at work today, so maybe I'll have a gentle, stress-less day.
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I'm still not doing well. I spiraled last night. My psychiatrist said it's no wonder I dissociate to the point where my body made alters. I dont want to believe that my trauma was that bad. I've mostly forgiven the people who caused it, so I thought it would be fine by now. And its hard to know that the person I used to be shattered into these fragments that are the alters, and I will never be that person again.
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My psychiatrist hasn't rushed to diagnose DID, and thats good because I really feel too coherent to have it, but alters are present. But hearing that its definitely something going on and there's a clear reason why, it just left me with more questions than answers, and now I just want to meet with her again. I especially want to talk about how lost I feel and how I'm sort of grieving as if that part of me died.
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What do I do?
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I made another appointment with my psychiatrist because it just feels too heavy to carry until next week.
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