This wasn't the best way to wake up, but we're up, now. I knew, last night, that it would turn out this way; that's why I was reluctant to go to sleep, but I couldn't fight it, and I fell into a deep sleep in a matter of minutes...
There's a whole science to love, and missing your partner is just one part of it. As long as you're dealing with your feelings in a healthy way, it doesn't matter if you miss your partner after not seeing them for five days or five hours. It's all completely normal.
Dec 2, 2019
I feel really lonely, today. I'm currently in the house with Grandma, but she's really mean to me, so I try not to be around her. I tried to send a good morning message to my mom, but she never replied, just like when I sent her a good night message last night, yet, when I stop sending messages because she doesn't reply, she bites my head off and demands I send messages again...
Nobody is really here, for it to be summer break. Where is everybody???
I really wish I could pet a cat, right now, but as you know, there are no cats here, nor will they ever be allowed because Grandma made it very clear that she thinks cats are from the Devil and she will kill any cat that comes near the house if she can get to it.
But, then, there's always the issue of "What do I say?" or "It's too hard for me to speak, right now" whenever I try to interact with someone.
And it doesn't matter who you are because I have this problem with Nitro, as well. More often than you'd imagine.
I don't know. I really need an ESA, but I'm not able to have one, here. I'm thinking if I go back to my parent's place, maybe they'll let me get one since I'll have a job. I could cover the expenses for the animal...
But, of course, that doesn't sound likely to happen...
