I wanna rant real quick
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Thread Topic: I wanna rant real quick
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How come I never can get what I want? Like seriously? I know, I know, “you just can’t always get what you want” I get it and I agree with it, but like I literally like NEVER can get what I want. I try so hard to find happiness, happiness in myself, with other people and it never seems to work.
I’m hardcore crushing on a coworker, and we talk here and there, whenever we can, and it literally makes me so happy every time we do. She’s truly just awesome. I try to not read into it too hard, because of past experiences, but I personally had a feeling that maybe, MAYBE by some stroke of f---ing luck that she might be interested. And maybe she might be, but I doubt it because she has a boyfriend, go figure. Found that out tonight from the night cook I work with, because he was talking to her friend that also works where we do.
And I’m not mad, or upset, or jealous. If she’s happy, then that’s all that matters. I just want to know why? Why? Why is it that EVERY SINGLE f---ING TIME I start to show interest in someone that they either don’t feel the same or are already in a relationship? Why can’t I ever just get an opportunity?
And yes, I am b----ing about this. -
I don’t want to sound like “boo hop me, my life sucks” I’m not doing that. I just don’t understand why this always happens.
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Anyway, I’m done ranting now.
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just the way life goes, i dont think theres really a way to escape that sadly. just dont stop trying to find happiness regardless of how scarcely you find it
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