Chameleon Country

Thread Topic: Chameleon Country

  • Le1F Advanced
    what is
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    ChameleonLeap Junior
    I have a song stuck in my head

    I wanna pick you up and scoop you out
    I want the secrets your secrets haven't found
    Paint me in trust
    I'll be your best friend
    Call me the one
    This night just can't end
    Oh oh
    Will you share your soul with me?
    Unzip your skin and let me have a see
    Paint me in trust
    I'll be your best friend
    Call me the one
    This night just can't end
    Oh oh
    Oh, I'm so human
    We're just human
    Lean for me, and I'll fall back
    You'll fit so nicely, you'll keep me intact
    Paint me in trust
    I'll be your best friend
    Call me the one
    This night just can't end
    Oh oh
    I want to give you your grin
    So tell me you can't bear a room that I'm not in
    Paint me in trust
    I'll be your best friend
    Call me the one
    This night just can't end
    Oh oh
    Oh, I'm so human
    We're just human
  • Le1F Advanced
    ?
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    ChameleonLeap Junior
    It’s a song
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    ChameleonLeap Junior
    [poll.9j7]
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    ChameleonLeap Junior
    :P

    Sometimes I wish I had a time machine
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    ChameleonLeap Junior
    He hasn’t answered yet :(

    I don’t know why I’m panicking, he isn’t on every night. But I’m worried, I hope he sees it tomorrow
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    ChameleonLeap Junior
    I’m feeling slightly better now. I’ve actually had a lot of virtual families.

    Second: These people are probably my favorite. They’re so trustworthy and we’re all so different, that’s what made us friends. Unfortunately, the app shut down and we lost our account. Luckily, we told each other our other contacts. On one other app, which won’t shut down anytime soon. I’m trying to message them there and tell them about my Quotev, and Discord. I’m also asking them if they’ll make accounts here.

    First: On CatSim Online. We always roleplayed together and we were a close family. It’s also where I met my online crush, which is weird for me. Unfortunately, I have no other contact to them. So they’re kinda lost forever.

    Third: GTQ.
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    ChameleonLeap Junior
    Oof, I hated losing them. It felt like losing a best friend, and it breaks my heart to remember the times that I was rude to them
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    ChameleonLeap Junior
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    ChameleonLeap Junior
    😞

    I’m just so upset. I just said goodbye to my best virtual friends. It’s so hard to say a final goodbye, they aren’t there anymore.

    I’m crying slightly, I wish I could be there with them. They meant so much to me and they taught me so many things, they always saw through the darkest times for me. I wish only the best for them. I gave the last message about GTQ to them. But I can tell I won’t see them again.

    I really never thought it would come to this. I didn’t want to say goodbye, and my heart is in pieces from it. I don’t know what else to do, except curl up and cry.

    I just feel so broken. I don’t want this to be the last time I see them. They’ve helped me through my sadness, and even convinced me that I shouldn’t harm myself.
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    ChameleonLeap Junior
    I wish it wasn’t temporary. I wish I knew them irl. Because they’re a whole lot to me. Losing them is probably the third saddest thing I’ve experienced, after losing my Grandpa and Asher.

    I hate it, I hate this feeling. And I hate the people that made the app, they shut it down because of stupid reasons. I feel so selfish for not telling them how much I loved them before I realized I would never see them again.

    I can feel the waterworks coming
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    ChameleonLeap Junior
    Okay, now I’m full on crying. I’m going to go offline for a bit
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    ChameleonLeap Junior
    😣

    Back. I don’t know what to think. My mind keeps telling me they’ll see my messages. Another part of my mind doubts that I’ll ever see them again.
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    ChameleonLeap Junior
    I’m feeling a whole lot better. It’s almost breakfast time, I think my dad made croissants.

    I think I have more hope now 😌

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