Blood on my myself, blood on my knife, blood on my clothes, blood on my sheets, blood on my blanket, blood on my pillow, blood on my phone, and blood on my charger. Blood all over the place.
Please try to spend tomorrow (today, I suppose) practicing self care, if possible. Get cleaned up, try to do something that makes you feel happy. I know it's difficult to do, but it's super important. Your body will thank you for it.