Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
Silent Fox NewbieDon't follow me. Don't look up to me. I'm no hero. I don't look up to myself.
Don't waste your youth on what I do and have done. You have a life and future. Me--I don't.
I needed a hotter picture.
I never really want to be sober to remember anything. But I always am.
We'll say that I don't smoke, drink, or do any sort of drugs.
Where am I even going with this?
Do you ever feel so low you just want to say that you f---ing quit and you just let yourself go?
Nothing seems to matter, so I just...I mean, it's not intentional.
If I can't find a way to make myself comfortable, I at least try to keep others from feeling what I do.
Maybe that was my only purpose of being alive.
I feel kind of like Snake, in that case.
And nobody else is here? Sundays be like that.
I kind of want to just not exist for a good while. I need a break from living.
Um, I won't be here the day of my GTQ anniversary. I will have been here for a year, and I don't get to celebrate that.
In all honesty, I think I would be dead by now if I hadn't come here when I did.
I was contemplating suicide the day I found this place.
My life is a living hell, and I'm the screwed over result.
But, sometimes, I feel okay with it.
The insanity of it all...doesn't feel so bad when I'm high on the feeling of how good it is to just let go and not try to handle it. It sometimes ends badly, but has also gone well, in a few situations.
Something about the feeling...
Clara Ford Junior
Wait a minute. According to my original account, YESTERDAY was my GTQ anniversary!
Ah, well. I've been here for a year. Hurray, I guess.
Someone kill me.
So, my parents have been a bit racist towards me, though they wouldn't agree if I told them that they were.
I have Korean in my blood, and with me being the only one with my eyes shaped the way they are, they're always talking about "Open your eyes all the way!"
They ARE open. They have a sharp and different shape that stands out from their almond-shaped eyes.
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