Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
Not looking forward to this.
Have Bible class. Mom's going to be helicoptering all day.
I wish I knew for myself who I'm supposed to be and what I want to be.
I feel lost.
Oh, no. She comes.
Maybe she won't stay, this time???
I need a hug. I'm still scared from yesterday.
But, we're working on it.
I was so nervous, and i didn't know what to do. I ended up being guilt-tripped into giving up my email to him when we were talking. But, good thing it's for this purpose exactly. Only people I know online would have this.
But I don't want him having it. And I can block him there as well.
I emailed him, telling him off and telling him not to talk to me again.
I was panicking and couldn't think, yesterday, but after having time to think it over, I'm dealing with it today, trying to shut that s--- down.
And I felt stupid after realizing I'd done that. But I think I should be safe, now.
What the f---?
How are you, I m fine. Got your mail dear you also remember our all chat. I m happy to read your mail and your thinking. I appreciate you dear and thank you to write me a mail Dear, Take care.
This is what he sent in reply to my email about me believing he was a sex trafficker and creep.
And we'll block him from my email, report him as spam, and never speak again.
I mean, really?
You know, that email honestly doesn't even look like he got the point, but I'm happy knowing that he has no other way to contact me.
And he called me "dear" way too much.
Like I said, this guy was yandere-level creepy.
I'm not sure if I've ever felt so disgusted in my life. Like, I know I'm a desperate thing, but I have NEVER done that in my life.
Even as I have "obsessed" over guys, I have never gone so far as to do that.
I feel really uncomfortable and would like for someone to just coddle me.🥺
I hate when I feel this way, though, and maybe it's not entirely what I want. I don't know.
Idk what I want anymore, if I ever did.
Just...I should try not to think about that.
And last night was the first time I had a legit nightmare in I don't know how long.
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