Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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      Not looking forward to this.
Have Bible class. Mom's going to be helicoptering all day.
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      I wish I knew for myself who I'm supposed to be and what I want to be.
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      I feel lost.
Oh, no. She comes. - 
    
      
      Maybe she won't stay, this time???
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      I need a hug. I'm still scared from yesterday.
But, we're working on it.
I was so nervous, and i didn't know what to do. I ended up being guilt-tripped into giving up my email to him when we were talking. But, good thing it's for this purpose exactly. Only people I know online would have this.
But I don't want him having it. And I can block him there as well.
I emailed him, telling him off and telling him not to talk to me again.
I was panicking and couldn't think, yesterday, but after having time to think it over, I'm dealing with it today, trying to shut that s--- down. - 
    
      
      And I felt stupid after realizing I'd done that. But I think I should be safe, now.
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      What the f---?
Hi Raiden,
How are you, I m fine. Got your mail dear you also remember our all chat. I m happy to read your mail and your thinking. I appreciate you dear and thank you to write me a mail Dear, Take care.
Thanks
This is what he sent in reply to my email about me believing he was a sex trafficker and creep.
And we'll block him from my email, report him as spam, and never speak again.
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      I mean, really?
I...
No.
Just, no. - 
    
      
      You know, that email honestly doesn't even look like he got the point, but I'm happy knowing that he has no other way to contact me.
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      And he called me "dear" way too much.
Like I said, this guy was yandere-level creepy. - 
    
      
      I'm not sure if I've ever felt so disgusted in my life. Like, I know I'm a desperate thing, but I have NEVER done that in my life.
Even as I have "obsessed" over guys, I have never gone so far as to do that. - 
    
      
      I feel really uncomfortable and would like for someone to just coddle me.🥺
I hate when I feel this way, though, and maybe it's not entirely what I want. I don't know.
Idk what I want anymore, if I ever did. - 
    
      
      Just...I should try not to think about that.
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      And last night was the first time I had a legit nightmare in I don't know how long.
 
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