The Paradox Dimension

Thread Topic: The Paradox Dimension

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    zilla Advanced
    I saved it
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    zilla Advanced
    Well, kinda. It was still a bit soggy
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    zilla Advanced
    Yup
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    It's quiet in here again
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    zilla Advanced
    I regret eating a boiled pizza
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    zilla Advanced
    *broiled
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    zilla Advanced
    And she's buying the stairway to Heaven~
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    zilla Advanced
    Aaaaaa
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    zilla Advanced
    I haven't really truly shared my feelings here yet, though I suppose now is a good time. I am depressed. And I don't mean the stereotypical teenager kind, or the emo phase. I mean depression, like a deep hole you've dug, and then it starts to rain. You can't climb out because the walls are slippery with mud. And you just kind of give in to despair. You stop caring about getting out and you trying to live down there, in the muddy pit. You don't really want to stay or go. And you just let go of your desires. Now don't get me wrong, this isn't a suicidal tendency. I've been through a few of those, I've even been in one of those restraint holds by a trained professional where they hold your arms and pinned your legs. No, this isn't a desire for self termination, nor is it a cry for attention. I'm posting it so late because I'm hoping it will get swept away by messages over the next few days, and seeing how late it is, not alot of people are on. This is me leaning on one of my oldest and dearest coping techniques, just talking aloud in a place I have had so many good memories in, a place I hope will never die for people like I who aren't very good at talking face to face. A place for people to talk, to laugh, to learn and to love. This is my favorite site, and I can't help but think of here when I feel down
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    zilla Advanced
    Ugh. Rough night
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    ShadowClawVIP Junior
    Hi, Zilla
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    zilla Advanced
    Hello
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    zilla Advanced
    Afternoon
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    zilla Advanced
    Hm
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    zilla Advanced
    Gtq seems to be slow lately

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