Jeeshan I will throttle your ass cheeks
Thread Topic: Jeeshan I will throttle your ass cheeks
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      Ok den lmao
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      ☕☕☕☕
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      Hi
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      Yo pup
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      Hi
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      Sorry I died
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      I dont like it when my friends pretend like my flaws don't exist because it feeds into my perfectionist views of myself are
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      Well, I should say 'perfectionist expectations'
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      I have to wake up before 11pm, or I'm a failure.
I have to get at least a B in every class, as well as on every test, quiz, assessment. If I don't, I'm the stupidest person on the planet.
I have to look perfect, or I'm the ugliest thing in the world, and should hide my flaws.
I have to be the right amount of social. I can't be too much, or I'm a clingy creep. I can't be too little, or I'm abandoning everyone.
These are some of the things. But then I crumble and break every single one of those rules I set for myself. - 
    
      
      And then I'm not capable of anything
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      Because I fall apart and can't function
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      Sending: hugs
Hey pub, if i may- that is. - 
    
      
      I feel I'm becoming so robotic. Like the gears in my brain are turning a lot slower than usual. I don't feel anything unless I have a sudden wave of intense feelings, then go back to being numb. I don't talk like I used to. I pause a lot more, and I don't get jokes as often anymore. If a pot is boiling, I'd just stare at it until someone told me to turn the heat down. Sometimes I can't really formulate sentences properly. My voice lost a lot of life, and everyone keeps on asking if I'm alright, because I sound off.
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      Oml late!
Hugs are good. Just dont give me corona lol
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      Then sending all hugs haha
How are you doing? If i may ask. 
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