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      Why can't I be ok without him?
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      Some times are better than others I guess
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      Sometimes I'm ok
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      I want his baby though
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      I guess I'm not ok because I feel numb
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      I feel like I've been a widow for a really long time now
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      I felt like that quite soon after
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      And then I felt like that some time after
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      Years later here we are again and I have this feeling
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      I'm a bit scared without him
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      I wish he was alive somewhere
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      It's been a long time now so no wonder I'm a bit messed up by it
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      Although I felt like that pretty quickly
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      I'm not happy being a widow. I can't get anyone to replace him though. No one is good enough. And if there was someone wouldn't I feel guilty? I don't know. There'll never be anyone anyway.
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      If I saw him when I slept it would help a lot. But I don't see him there anymore. Maybe I can again...
 
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