New thread, new me.

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Thread Topic: New thread, new me.

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    Paige_ Senior
    I know, but I've matured and so have you. I've put all my negative views on people behind.
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    Venere Veritas Advanced
    I haven't fully matured, I still good around, except its not as bad as it used to be
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    Paige_ Senior
    Well, I meant we've matured since then. I'm still immature as f---.
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    Venere Veritas Advanced
    xD understandable
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    Paige_ Senior
    Haha. Anything you wanna chat about?
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    Venere Veritas Advanced
    Not fully sure, we haven't talked in years
    Oh, there is something I wanted to ask from the very beginning, who was Payton?
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    Paige_ Senior
    Alright.

    It was me, even though I tried every password I can possibly think of and still can't access it. I based it off of things in my life. When I was with my mother for the short time I was allowed to visit her, there was a lot of domestic violence in that apartment. I knew to keep quiet, so I wouldn't get hit. But the guy would still say things to me that were exactly like the Payton account. I also used it to vent out my anger towards myself. My parents left me as a child, and I blamed myself for years because of it. So I got really angry at myself. It was a way for me to create a persona to get out all of my internal anger. Do I think I should have done it? No. But at the time, it was the only way to get it out in my little mind.
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    Paige_ Senior
    That was the only account I ever made like that. I still have no idea who my double was.
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    I've argued with a double account before
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    Paige_ Senior
    Yeah. I kinda miss my double tbh
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    Paige_ Senior
    They were funny looking back on it
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    Paige_ Senior
    These Chinese sausages are good
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    Dark22978 Expert
    I miss my doubles too. I was an immature brat towards whoever was in control of them, and I'm pretty sure they disappeared due to my lack of self control and pettiness. :(
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    Venere Veritas Advanced
    Sorry I proofed, I lost WiFi for the night so I decided to sleep for a few
    I always thought Payton was a different person, kinda convinced me into it
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    Paige_ Senior
    Yeah
    What's going on in your life?

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