My brain can't stay away from her. All I think about is her. But she uses me when she needs me than leaves me when I need her. Yet I miss her so much since I stood up for myself. I can't stay away for even a couple days. I always check her accounts. And I don't know how much longer I can stay from talking to her. The pain of her being around only when she wants to be is starting to feel like it's worth it. Because I can't function without her.