I'm a mess. I come off of a heartbreaking crush to get caught up in an uncoordinated relationship. (Not trying to hurt you. Love you too much to be angry and hate this. Really just scolding myself here.)
What was I thinking? Was I even thinking? How do you even keep a secret relationship. It's one thing to have a secret relationship, but a long-distance secret relationship?!
I really don't go for the easier things in life.
I'm torn on what to think now. I know there are struggles in relationships, but I also know that sometimes it's because two people just don't belong together. I do love you, and you love me...so it has to be the first one.
I've always had a track record of getting attached to people who don't live near me. Even the friends I have now are all an hour away, and they're too busy to see me, and I'm not able to go see them.