Somedays, I just want to crawl into a corner and not be bothered. Others, I feel lonely or out of place. Many days, I just go on with my life, shoving my feelings in my pocket until the day's over. And at night, I think of all that bothers me.
What causes my depression? Many different things. My mom says it shouldn't bother me, but it does, and I can't help it. You help me feel better, but what could I do when I can't see you or talk to you?
You seem to be handling me well. I know these questions might bother you, but I just feel like I need to ask.
If I could change something, it'd be the way I look.
I just don't want to be such a let down when you finally see me, that's all. A person's whole idea about another can change after actually meeting them face-to-face.
