My official thread

Thread Topic: My official thread

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    Paige_ Advanced
    I feel nothing, and I barely think. Even when I'm having fun it never shows because I'm the inside I'm empty
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    Paige_ Advanced
    I don't feel love
    I don't feel happiness
    I don't feel anger
    I occasionally feel deep sadness
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    Paige_ Advanced
    It's like living in a silent room with occasional songs in my head
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    Paige_ Advanced
    I wasn't even happy when I saw the sloths at the zoo. Or when we went to an amusement park.
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    Paige_ Advanced
    Things are only getting worse. The person I thought needed me has a boyfriend, so I'm not needed any longer. My grandfather who is like a father to me doesn't even know who I am anymore. My grandma has so much to deal with, she is truly an angel. But she doesn't need me as a burden. My youngest brother has his older brother to count on. And the oldest brother has my grandma.
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    Paige_ Advanced
    I mean I guess I promised uncle Jimmy that I wouldn't do anything like ODing again.
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    Paige_ Advanced
    My parents wouldn't even know I'm dead. They don't know I was in the hospital. All of my friends have friends that are better. And the other kids wouldn't even notice if I was gone. We're "at the bottom of the food chain" like Kiki said.
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    Paige_ Advanced
    Plus, I know when I grow up, I'll be unhappy because I'm not smart enough to do what I want to do, and not creative enough for my plan B.
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    Sniperlazy Novice
    May i say something?
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    Paige_ Advanced
    I'm not even really myself. Many quality I have isn't better than anyone else's in the friend group. Funny? No, Nathan is funnier. Smart? Hell no, all of my friends are in way more smarter, they are all in honors classes. I'm in one. Plus, I have an IEP. Creative? Nope. Keri is a better writer. I can't do sports, can't act, can't sing, can't dance can't play an instrument. Nothing about me is different or cool.
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    Paige_ Advanced
    Huh? Oh hey! What's up?
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    Sniperlazy Novice
    Just waiting


    But as for this whole u being unhappy when ur older thing i have something to add
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    Paige_ Advanced
    Ah. How are you?
    Okay.
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    Paige_ Advanced
    You can add on if you want
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    Sniperlazy Novice
    I am meh

    I know how that feels but trust me on this when u get ur first job and u keep that job for a year or even 6 months then u simply start to enjoy it

    Like me when i first started working i knew nothing about hardware i knew what a basic wrench was and pliers etc but now the only kinda job i really want to do is hardware sales so yeah just let life happen and perhaps it turns out cool

    However i myself am not happh i am content with my life if i get this job then yay but i wont be happy id just be content the 1 thing i want more than anything i cant have


    Also quite afew trolls popping up
    Also why is everyone i used to talk to ignoring me??

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