Where civil blood makes civil hands unclean.
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Thread Topic: Where civil blood makes civil hands unclean.
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Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better f---
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up and go)
Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect to get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I'd let you kill this chorus?
Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating faster
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better f---
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating faster -
The truth is I usually am not alone for long. I'm one of those people who would jump for relationship to relationship. But I've changed since then and I'm not going to do that again.
1. Any relationship I have at this time will not be real. It'll just be a rebound that I won't feel anything for.
2. You shouldn't rebound because it can hurt the other person. They might actually like you while you're just using them as a distraction. It might be serious to them and some silly fling to you.
3. I know I'm not ready. I still think about her all the time. I probably won't be ready for another month or two. I've never had a relationship that long, I mean it was an entire year. It's hard to let go of. I'm getting there, but I'm not there yet, and it'll be a bit before I really am.
4. Relationships are sooo overrated. Especially since I'm this young, I don't need to be rushing into a relationship right now like I used to. I'm still trying to figure myself out, I don't need some chick complicating things even more. -
I take pride in being a Hufflepuff.
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using anger to hide my feelings
not this time seth we're better than this -
Coming Home is hecking LIT AF
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im almost happy -
I've been waiting for this point that I would be able to truthfully tell myself that I wouldn't get back together with her even if I was able to. I haven't exactly reached it yet, but I'm very close, closer than I ever thought I'd be. Because I've realized that I'm happier and a better person without her. I feel relieved and happy and - for the first time in such a long, long time - truly, truly alive. Myself. Hopeful. Almost optimistic. It's startling how much my mental health has improved in such a short time since the incident. My self-hate has decreased considerably, not to mention the suicidal thoughts.
You know when you dive underwater and you come up to the surface and all of the noises that seemed so distant and muffled flood back into your ears? Or when you step out of the bathroom after a hot shower and the cold air hits your face all at once? Everything becomes real again. This is like that. -
I talk about it a lot not only to arrange all of my thoughts so that they can become more coherent and complete, but also because I know certain people who stalk me and I don't want you guys to worry about me.
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jesus christ
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im a mess ik idk why i try to be normal or even happy anymore
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shhshh it's okay
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this won't fit but this picture
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like I said I'm okay
I'm out of the stage where I need everyone to coddle me and s---
like
I'm f---ing good dude -
I'm NOT ready to date again and probably won't be for a month or two, maybe more but
There's this girl that I think is really cute. She has frizzy hair that I can't decide of it's blonde or light brown, and these BRIGHT sea-foam coloured eyes. I didn't pay much attention to her until the other day when we started a conversation about Ninja Turtles and her eyes lit up like Christmas lights. I think I found her bubbly attitude really refreshing. It's not like a crush though, I'm not ready for that. I've just been thinking about that. I think she's a senior anyway. Plus, she's a cis girl and I think she's straight. Straight cis girls rarely like trans guys.
too soon to think about that stuff though
her eyes just caught my attention and it's been at the back of my mind -
Best thing about being club secretary is that I can fish for certain details and not look too suspicious.
"oh i just need to know everyone's grades for paperwork purposes"
Which isn't entirely untrue. -
Actually tbh I need all their grades and their last names and I need to do some reorganizing, I should probably re-do the attendance charts get a separate binder for club affairs when I find my wallet. I need to hole punch all of the permission slips or at least get a folder to store them in
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