So I kinda found out....
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Thread Topic: So I kinda found out....
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Jozy: No, it's more of a test for you. Because of this you will get stronger. In fact, times like these are when you can loose your faith. So, just do what you can. And most likely the outcome will end with you 10 times stronger for life. Things like this prepare us in a raw way.
I don't know much about Christianity so I cannot say much about your religious aspects. -
And, maybe, this is pushing you towards a future field hat might interest you. Who knows this can make you want to become a doctor so you can find a cure, and save others from this type of pain. ^^
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Kala: I don't know if I believe in God or whoever the hell is up there anymore, I think I haven't for a while. But what I know is, everyone tells me I will get stronger. Think of something good about this. What good would come out of the very few people I truly love die? I get stronger? I become a better person? More or less I'll feel more alone, knowing that my Safe Haven is gone, that it is just not lost, but gone completely.
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with me as your friend jozy, u wont harm yourself anymore
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It might Kala. But I don't know if I can let people feel the same way I do if I went into that field. That I could try so much, but I didn't want to kill her. GODf---INGDAMMIT SHE'S DYING ANYWAY! WHY NOT TRY AND SAVE HER LIFE!
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I hope not, James. Please come to my thread. I need to breathe.
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When my uncle died, the world seemed to break down. It hurts, a lot. I really thought I would just give up. But I realized giving up wouldn't make him happy. Where ever he is. Even if there is no God. There is that loved one. You will always have them in your heart. They wouldn't want you giving up.
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i will
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I just wish she would understand. That her death won't just affect her! She touched so many people. Including me. She saw me before my mom did. She was the one that helped deliver me. The doctor asked her if she wanted to, and she did. She was the one who saw me first.
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Jozy, doctors these days, don't really seem to care about anything but money. There needs to be a change in that field.
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Thank you James.
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I know, Kala. But I don't think I am able to do that. Strong enough to see the horror on people's faces when I couldn't save them. I want to save them all.
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That's why she will always be by your side. I'm pretty sure she is trying. Just don't be angry at her. It's no ones fault. Especially not yours.
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np jozy
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Jozy: Sometimes, passing on will leave a person in a better state. Imagine having to live being in pain. It's not right. Hopefully, in the future the medical field can find a cure for these diseases and viruses.
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