Opinion
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:37pm
Thread Topic: Opinion
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So, I didn't wake up on the right side of the bed. Needless to say, I've been a bit cranky and mean. I had a lot to do last night and this morning to get ready for marching later this month. So, I already warned my boyfriend, and he just brushes it off saying, "Oh, why can't you be happy?" or "Why are you being like this?" Jfc I'm a girl with hormones and depression and anxiety, I'm f---ing special, okay? (I hadn't taken my medication, so)
Out day was pretty decent until after school. The band was separated by brass, percussion, and woodwinds. I just wanted to be left alone to focus on my music, but I got irritated over the littlest things like loud talking and people bumping and brushing against me. He tried talking to me, but I didn't say much. He then tried tryied coaxing me to talk by playing with my elbow and nudging me. I pretty much lost it, and told him to please stop touching and bothering me. I didn't need these little irritating things. "Why are you being like this?" He asked me. Well, two reasons it could be, I figured. 1) I forget to take my meds, like I used to sometimes 2) marching band is stressful. I didn't answer him because I knew I would probably just say something ugly, so I took a deep breath and focused on reading my music. He kept doing the same things as earlier until I lost it and told him to leave me alone. What made it worse was that he laughed at me and my stress almost turned into tears. We argued one more time before he told me we're going to take a break. So, yeah. And apparently I treat him like s---? I guess taking you out for ice cream, shopping, and dinner isn't nice. I eventually got my dad to pick me up, and now I'm here, laying in my bed comfortably.
I know I ovaryacted (bu-dum-tss), but today just wasn't my day. I'm usually chill and nice and everything, but yeah. -
I'm sorry
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It's ok
I just can't handle stress today lol -
I get it.
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Yeah
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