I felt like my heart was smashed into pieces.
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Thread Topic: I felt like my heart was smashed into pieces.
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*hugs and cries* I already can't even take the beginning of 2016. I already know it's going to be a hell of a s---ty year.
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I just feel like hiding and never coming back out. I can't do this anymore. It's like every day, every minute, my life progressively gets a bit worse.
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Oh no *hugs you tight* Look, you are amazing. And its time you start believing it. You have to be strong because there are people who look up to you as a artist and even a person. You should just turn off everything and think to yourself. Maybe even take a shower. After that you should just do something that takes your mind off everything negative. Yes its hard coming into a new year. But instead of looking at the worst we should all take this chance and change for the positive. It's a new year to start over. You can try reaching new heights. Cause I don't believe that the sky is your limit.
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Who does, specifically? Last time I knew that only a few people looked at my art.
You're extremely right, but it's really hard to not be negative when things are just already being shot at you so much. I just find other people's lives unfair, where mines is just s---ty and filled with disappointment. They gained everything they had by the end of the year and coming into 2016. You have, my other friends have, my family had gained what they wanted at their satisfaction level but me. I'm weaker than everyone, where I go. Everything triggers me, wherever I go. There's no safe haven at all. It's just a bunch of negativity and I want to run from all of it.
I'll take a shower later.
I did that before, and never succeeded. -
I do to honest. I've told you before I look up to your art work. And no sadly, I haven't. Yeah I pretend I'm all happy and shiz. But I'm not. I just don't want to bring people down. I feel like I haven't accomplished a thing. Just probably art, and coloring. I don't want this year to come either. That means my birthday is coming on the 8th. I don't want my uncle or grandmother coming near me either.
I feel like most of us just have mask. We pretend that everything is okay, but we aren't strong enough to be like you and actually share our worries. You aren't weak you are pretty strong in my opinion. You just don't see how much influence you have. -
Well, damn. You always seem happy, you're really good at your mask. I'm not. You're not going to bring people down if you just tell us what's wrong. I think it's you that needs the help, you seem like you have too much burdens on you right now. I heard, I stalk pretty well and you were nOT happy that your birthday was coming up. You don't want them near because of the paste things you were talking about?
How am I strong?
;-; WHY keep a mask? -
;-; twinny
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My half uncle..well he looks at me with sexual thoughts. My grandmother hates me. My half aunt would most likely poison me. I never had the love of a grandmother who would tell you everything is alright. Hmm ^^ It's okay though.
I know I always do, I don't like asking people for help. I feel like they will betray me. Like all my irl friends have. Oh gosh :|||| Low key I'm very pessimistic.
But you are strong because you know how to tell your feeling strait off. That takes strength.
Cause...like..who would want to hang around a girl who's always sad. Who thinks she is in danger everyday? It's no fun ^^ -
Oh trust me, my grandmother is crazy and my whole family is really crazy, you wouldn't believe all the stories I hear. xD Getting personal wise, has your half uncle ever.. violated you in the past? ._. Nobody else in your family notices?
;-; I... I really want to help you know but that last part makes me nervous. What are your real life friends like?
No, that just means you've become too weak to endure it.
That's basically the both of us.
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Same X3
Nope thank the lord, he was about to do something to my sis. But my parents caught him. We aren't close anymore. He's a doctor. :3
They are really nice. But I guess everyone has their bad sides. I have to say they are the greatest friends I could ask for. You can't expect to have friends who don't betray at all though. Unless you live in a world with perfect people.
Hmm, well we see it differently I guess :p -
@-@ jesus
And they're still inviting him over for your birthday?
A molesting doctor. c:
That's really true. What about the one with the really pretty black hair?
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No they aren't.
Oh she got blue hair! XD
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Oh, good. o.o
Did you ask her to join? :0 -
Not yet XD
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;-; pleaseeee twinny?
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