Maybe someday I'll wake up from this dream.
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Thread Topic: Maybe someday I'll wake up from this dream.
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Read this and I'll try to explain as well as I can. But as if says it's not romantic interest or hate. I don't know what it is.. You're just important to me, but it confuses me. -
I mean..I can stay away if I'm hurting you and confusing you.
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Don't. I never really wanted that.
...You understand... Right? -
I..sorta understand. I confuse you in ways you don't like so your tried to push me away..only resulting in hurting me and maybe you as well.
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Yeah.
I'm sorry, I'm pathetic. -
It's fine..
I want to be honest..When you left me I felt so unwanted..like I was worth nothing..I think that was really my low point, you know? And I blamed it all on me because I refused to believe you had any bad bone in your body..Still kinda do. That night the greatest choices weren't made and I just..It's hard to explain how I left. -
** felt not left
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I'm so sorry about that. I was just so confused. Nobody would actually let me think for myself... If I had a choice, I wouldn't have followed them. Even then it hurt me to see how everyone turned against you. You didn't deserve any of it.. It was just a terrible night..
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Yeah..I guess I'm kind of throwing myself a pity party right now but..I just want you to know you really hurt me that night, but I'm over it now. It hurt to have everyone turn against me and call me the worst names..But I'm over it because I can't let that get in the way of my future.
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You can let it out... It's easier to clean up a small spill than a lake, right?
Your future? -
I suppose.
..I still think about it sometimes. Too much for my own good and I can't keep doing that, you know? It affects everything I do because I keep telling myself that night would happen again..I have to stop that. -
If it happens again I'll be against the others. I don't want to hurt you again. You've had enough.
You're important to me... Because you actually understand me. -
That means a lot to me. Really, It means the world.
It's easy to, people just need to be patience and listen. -
No problem.
Is it really? -
My grammar today..
*patient
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