That moment when
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Thread Topic: That moment when
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You are going through a really, really heavy music phase and you obsess over it all day long and the you see your friend post like eight posts about the exact same bands you are listening to and then they ask someone to talk to them about those bands and you just sit there with a lump in your throat because you are an annoying b---- and she probably doesn't want to talk to you about it even though you both relate so f---ing well.
I mean, I even stalked her music likes today and listened to some of the bands she listens to... it is such perfect timing but...
Guys, help. -
... ouch... so I got up the nerve to text her about it, but I got a message saying that she wasn't receiving messages from me at the moment.
Stupid.... it might have hurt less if your stupid automatic message was general and said something that generally stated she couldn't receive messages, but the stupid thing pulled me out specifically...
Idgaf what the dammed machine ment. That hurt. Ugh, I hate how the stupidest things can become so painful just by their wording....
And then my own parents called me fat and that I needed to watch what I ate whilst unloading groceries of top Ramon and bread. Like, seriously.... I told your four months ago that I wanted to watch what I ate and requested that you bought healthy food. Now you bash on me for not eating right when all you bring in is bread an crap.
... this is why I try my dammed hardest not to eat. -
Okay, listen. Don't tell my I am your friend and try to hang around me when you are bored and then ignore me when you aren't. I don't care what a loathsome idiot I am, that is low and...
I seriously thought I was past all this bulls---
I hate it.. why the f--- to people keep trying to hurt me. I mean, if I am always just going to be the third wheel, second resort friend then I am not a friend at all and I don't care if you smile at me and comfort me in my darkest hours. You aren't my friend so stop pretending like you are. -
Suddenly I feel really pumped like I should be at a concert singing like nobody can hear me and possibly kissing random strangers because why not.
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Watch me fall asleep four minutes before you decide to come online again
Sorry, Alex -
*screams* SO. MUCH. MUSIC.
ugh,might just want to listen to every song I have right now. Like at once.
Okay, maybe not, but I just want to listen to everything. Nothing is old.
This is a problem.
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