Hey, art?
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Thread Topic: Hey, art?
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Scooping icecream at Coldstone Creamery doesn't seem too bad, does it?
My future wasn't even ahead of me anyways, there would be no awesome nail in the coffin. I would be rejected or fired from every job in a day, that's how beast I would be. I would be the fat, 40 year old lady living with my mother and running over ducks and becoming a conservative Christian that street preaches. I'm not scared of my future that much, any of those sound interesting. But I just wanted what I wanted. People work hard on their talent, but sometimes it's just not for everyone and that everyone is me. I rather be a mall cop that drives a scooter everyday and steal kids icecreams at Dairy Queen inside of the food court. I rather be a child-care worker/baby sitter and sit through the excruciating tunes of adolescent cartoons and television. I rather be a comedian that gets laughs. I rather be a youtuber and die trying. I rather be a banker that is actually a wine consieur. I rather be a spy. I rather work in the FBI. I rather work in the CIA. I rather be a blogger that is a hipster(oh look I already am, weh). I don't even know why I gone down this route and thought it was the perfect solution, something that could solve my shadows from hiding and give me some individuality. The person that is always showered in the label of "shy, art" girl. But that was never the truth. I stuck to it because it made me feel better. But the truth is, art hates me. I have no talents. I'm just one of those waste of spaces that trench the Earth. I'm just a sad, pathetic comic-relief on television. I'm a crazy, insane bohemian that would do anything for a high in life. Talent wasn't built for me, and that's why it weighs me down. Everybody has some purpose, some talent to fulfill and they can actually progress. I can't. I just can't do it. I went through tutorials, videos. etc but nothing really fit my style of learning it. I'm not that type of learner, it has to come naturally or it has to find my way into my thick-headed skull. But apparently, I'm still trapped in this sickening delusion that I have a talent, a purpose and it makes me sick. I'm done being a slave to art. -
How long did it take you to write all of that?
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About 10 minutes or more.
THIS VIDEO HAD ME DEAD X'D
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But no, really. That was rude of me. you do have talent. You just haven't found it yet. You will eventually. Just keep trying, practicing. You'll get the hang of it. And if you're still hung up about not doing art and you just can't find the motivation to do it anymore, try something else. Expand your horizons and see what you're good at. Believe it or not, there are actually some wacky jobs out there for people with weird talents. Maybe you have a weird talent?
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Not really. I like dancing, but don't even get me started. I'm never going to become a dancer, hell no. I don't. Apparently, since you implied I don't have one anyways. Some people just don't end up one. I'll be just like my mother, which is an excellent writer, but refuses to think she has talent and decides she doesn't.
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i know you're not huge on advice but just saying
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Alright. It can't be helped if you're going to be so persistent. Oh well, good luck.
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Selena: n.o
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