ugh
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Thread Topic: ugh
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I hope I die on the way to my mom's house tomorrow.
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Why?
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I promised myself I'd come out as ftm trans to my mom tomorrow, but I can't make myself do anything if I'm dead. XT
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Ok.
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Well you know what
f--- you too
Its raining outside wooooooooo. Love it. -
Rain you're being weird
ye ik
Talking to yourself
ye ik
well
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This could be my thread for tonight. I need to sort things out.
"Hey Mom? I have to tell tou something relatively private. Please don't say anything to anyone, especially not Dad or Lisa. Well, you see, I had this feeling when I was younger. I would lie awake and think about it, but I wouldn't say anything. You see, all these years, something has bothered me. I should have seen the signs sooner, you see. Mom, this is hard for me to tell you, probably as much as it is for you to hear and understand. Mom, I think I'm transgender. No, actually, I know I'm transgendered. I've done a lot of thinking. Even when I was really young, I used to think to myself 'I should have been born a boy.'. II've matured so much and I've been so confused and sad, but I have it now. I know who I am. I'm a guy. I'm telling you this because I trust you and I need your support. So please understand me."
Ugh maybe something like that? I don't know and I'm so f---ing scared. -
*im here I mea u dunno me too well and I'm super insecure about the possibility about you not liking me* Yeah, that seems good. I would be scared, too. Hell, my family doesn't know I'm bi. I respect you so much D:
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I wish I could say something nice back but I am just so scared. I'm so scared. I'm terrified. What if everything goes wrong? I'm so scared. What if she tells me I'm lying or pretending? What if she doesn't understand? What if she tells everyone? I don't know what I'll do. I don't know where I'll go.
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You see, the world is full of uncertainties. You can ponder them, worrying, or you can embrace and find peace and hope in them. What if she supports you? What if she does.. Idk your mom so yeah think of positive stuff. Uncertainties go both ways, positive and negative. You can't control it, so let the universe control it. All you can do is be truthful to yourself and others.
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It's okay. I'm sure I'll be okay, in the end. No matter what happens. I'll eventually grow up and leave, so I should do this now.
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That's what I always think, anyways. I plan on coming out to my family when I'm 18 so cx
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I would, but I can't go through school being called a girl all the time. I would absolutely break. It's torture.
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I can see how that would hurt you. Most of my friends know I'm bi so it doesn't matter overly.
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Maybe Mom would let me cut my hair really short. ^^ Or maybe she'll even buy me a binder.
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