I know this is stupid.
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Thread Topic: I know this is stupid.
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I went to the gourmet market right across or right next to my home. I walked over because I had to buy some sweet stuff(yes ;3) and I was "happily"(filling my thoughts with paranoia and anxiety as always in social or public places) shopping and getting the stuff I was told to get and I went to the cashier and then I walked all the way back home, mosquitoes have eaten me alive, but I made it back home. I placed everything and then I realized I left the change or dropped it somewhere and my sister said "Oh no, did you forget something?" And then I said "Yes, I left the f---ing money!" And my mom really needs it for confidential reasons. She just looked away and had NO intentions to help me find it, and I went through my jeans and looked through every pocket and even my crotch area and nothing. I panicked, because it is really important. Money just imploads in our investment, and we don't even get enough to actually survive sometimes. So I ran all the way the track I went through, with such speed and power and looking through every cranny of the place and I even cursed at a duck to move out the way.(sorry tehe)
I finally ran all the way back where I came from and found all of my money in front of this top-notch beauty/cosmetics store. I was SO happy, and the reason why I felt empowered was that I felt like some useless person that was just loly-gag around and just as like some socially inept person with no strength or ambition or anything, but that's the first time that I have taken action for myself and did whatever I could. I could go deeper into it, but I'm just way too tired(and too f---ing itchy, ew nature thanks) and I just took a shower and I want to relax and eat my candy.
I would have gotten angry at my sister for not helping me, like she never helps me or goes through anything important with me but something in my mind that just kept that thought in the back of my head and the melancholy and the past and everything.
Sigh.
CANDY b---- -
Why do I even bother?
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Mosquitoes are evil.
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You're right. It is stupid.
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Kala: Super evil. @-@ I'm itching all over the place.
Coldest: Thanks.~ -
Kala: Super evil. @-@ I'm itching all over the place.
Coldest: Thanks.~
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