Formal Goodbye
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Thread Topic: Formal Goodbye
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Ah, yeah. As some of you know, I've been doing a lot of changing lately, and I've realized that some things aren't beneficial, healthy, or at all good for me anymore. Such as this site.
Two years ago, I couldn't live without this place. It was my life source. You all were my only friends that year, and also the reason you were my only friends. Hah. I've done a lot of growing up on here- Learned things, found out that some things that happened to me didn't just happen to me. That those things were normal. This site was a huge part of who I was, and it's made me into a very opinionated person who tends to try and see both sides of things, and call out people when they're wrong.
In short, I love this place. But I feel like I need to put some effort into my school work and grades, relationships with friends and family, and figuring out what I want to do with my life. Because as much as I think I know who I want to be, I'm pretty much still clueless as to how to get there.
Of course, I'd like to thank a couple people. Users who have made me who I am, and helped me survive this year.
First off, Dark22978. You've been such a sweetheart this whole time, and I hope, I really do hope, that I get to meet you in person. Maybe even just once. You've been a lot of stuff to me. A girlfriend, a daughter, a fan, and, most importantly, a friend. I wouldn't be alive if you hadn't made Julianna call the cops that one night. I would legit be dead without you.
I want you to know that I love you, in almost every way possible, and I know, I just know that you're going to go on to do great things, and you're so beautiful and wonderful. And I'm going to miss you, I really, really am.
To Mo, who's been somewhat of a parent to me. Maybe not the best parent figure, but someone who wasn't afraid to call me out on BS. You've been awesome, and I love you, and I'm going to miss you a lot. I really hope that you get out of that house, and you get to be who you want to be without having to deal with your family members passing judgement on you. God, I'm really going to miss you. I loved talking to you, even if it didn't happen much.
To Papa Ollie, who is so amazing that the thought of saying goodbye makes me tear up. I don't know why, but you inspire me. You've been a bit or a role model for me, being able to be who you want, and never caring what anyone thought. I loved watching you overcome your struggles, and I adored our little side conversations. And I love Andrew and Arcelio like they were real people, and I'm going to miss it. I hope you understand that I'm going to have a hard time without being able to talk to you, but I think I'll make it.
Maybe someday we'll get to meet IRL. It would be perfect, and amazing.
To Zane. No, I'm not writing much. You hurt me a lot, and it still hurts, and it always will. But you've made me realize that now doesn't matter. This town doesn't matter, these people don't matter. All that matters is what happens in three years, when I move out, and get to start again, and be me. If you hadn't hurt me like you did, I wouldn't have figured that out. I would have thought that if I wasn't happy now, and with someone who made me happy, then I'd never be happy. And it isn't true, and it'll never be true. And I thank you for that.
To Rose, who I don't talk to much anymore, but still love. You've been a dear for this whole time, and I am truly going to miss you in every way possible. You're beautiful, and someday, I expect to see your work somewhere big. You've got talent, darling. Don't forget that.
To Izzy, who I've grown to be indifferent to out of necessity, know that it's never been anything you've done. You've done the best you could, and you've been an amazing friend, and an amazing person, and I do love you, and hope that you go on to do something amazing.
To Sel Pine, who I had only began to get to know, you've been pretty cool in the way that only someone as random as you could have been. I'll miss talking to you.
To GTQ Users in general: No. None of this matters if you don't want it to. This can be just a site you come on for giggles and s---s. But to some users, such as myself, it's been a lifeline. And, sometimes, lifelines break and you have to fend for yourself. Such as now. You've all been amazing, and I'm going to miss you a good deal.
Before you ask, no, I'm not giving you anyways to keep in touch. If I want to talk to you, you most likely have my information for kik/email/facebook/wattpad. If you don't, and you think I'd like to hear from you, you can email Dark22978 and get it off her, and I ask her to judge if I would like you to have the info or not.
I don't know if this is goodbye forever, or if it's only for a few months, or a few years, or if it is forever. Either way, thank you all. -
Disnerd101 NewbieYour welcome. (by the way this is Olive Girl)
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goodbye, jane. you'll be missed.
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Thank you. Good luck with your school and s---.
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I would hope you would pop in every now and then to tell us how stuff is going, to talk, and to write with me. I'm a sucker for my stories so I'll likely copy/paste every piece into a doc (holy shi 30+ pages) and bookmark the s--- out of it. And if you ever do return, feel free to bother me when I'm around. I'll have a lot of time to myself after tomorrow.
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I didn't know you much Jane but I did a little and you were so nice...I will miss you.
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