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I gambled. There's my straightforward response.
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XD how do you forget it's the weekend?
Eh just... being on my laptop or kindle... cleaning up... playing my drums
stuff like that. -
Whatever. I'm paranoid as f---, dealing with the mortality of those around me, stressed. And other s---.
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You gambled?
Work. Other s---.
Ah. Sounds like fun. -
*Why are you paranoid? Is that because of the dream you had, or something else? What's stressing you? What other s---?
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Oh, hm...
Yeah except when you're constantly being nagged at to do other things -
Nagged at by who?
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Parents,
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Oh. That's no fun, I guess.
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My grandmother was taken to the hospital early this morning. She couldn't get out of bed and was slurring words incoherently.
Plus I'm still f---ing sick and my iron keeps dropping s--- low and my mom keeps falling and yeah that dream didn't help s---.
Plus I recently got to see my nephew and he reminds me so much of his mom it physically hurts.
And now I'm done with school and I don't f---ing know how to be an adult but wtf ever I have to be one anyway.
Add that to the fact that one of the few people I wholeheartedly trust doesn't even f---ing trust me and you get one s--- pile of an emotional storm. -
Nope. Well at least the nagging has stopped now that I'm "in bed"
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I'm sorry. Do you know what caused that?
I really don't know what to say about that one. Have you been to a doctor? Is your mom alright? I'm sorry about the dream. I hope, at the very least, you don't have it again.
I'm so sorry.
That's a transition I think a lot of people have trouble dealing with. I know you can handle it. It might just take a while to adjust.
When you say they don't trust you, what do you mean? -
What kind of stuff are they nagging at you for?
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Ah mostly to clean or do homework and all kinds of annoying s---
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Low blood pressure, they said. It was still f---ing terrifying.
Supposed to be going. Hell if it'll do any good. I still cough up my meals so idk.
My mom is fine, albeit she's had multiple surgeries over the past few years because of it.
I probably will. I'm s---ty with dreams like that. As long as I'm stressed it'll stay.
Ain't your fault.
We'll see, I suppose.
I mean they dont trust my words enough to believe them. Which f---ing makes me cry.
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