Baaabbby.
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Thread Topic: Baaabbby.
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Insect repealing spray works as long as you know what brand to get.
No, but I've had it like, three times.
How so, if you don't mind me asking?
Brb, sick. -
The only thing I literally can not take are ticks. ;~;
More than me xD
Because, sometimes I would get great dreams I wish were true, but instead of being able to enjoy it like everyone else, I know I'm dreaming as soon as it starts.
Kay. Take your time, love. -
oh yeah those are the worse
Yeah. xD
Oh.. Can't you control lucid dreams, though?
nnnn -
like plz dont take my blood
x33
Sometimes.
Nnnn. -
plus if a head gets stuck under your skin /shivers
Well, those must really suck.. I'm sorry.
Excuse me while I go cry because ohmyf---ing god I cannot deal with this right now. -
oh godddd
Not your fault.
Take your time, love. I'm sorry. -
It's happened before. To my little brother.. Hnnn.
I know, but still.
I'm gonna put my little brother's head through the wall ohmyf---inggod I'm not dealing with his s--- today nope -
Oh god ;~;
Mm.
What did he do? -
Sorry. Sick.
Yeah, it was s---.
You should cuddle with me, see if that helps~
He's just. Nnnn.. Little dick. -
It's fine, love. Take all the time you need.
Seems like it would be.
Mm. We should test that theory out when I come to visit.
I'm sorry. -
haaa I have a really high fever.
Mhm. For him, anyways.
Yes~ I expect that the first day you're here, you're gonna be exhausted because traveling is exhausting, so we can just cuddle then~
It's fine. -
Get a cool, damp washcloth and put it on your forehead and turn on a fan. That helps.
I just hate bugs all together. They can all burn.
Mhm. Probably~
Not really. -
but I have to cook I can't sit down
Can I complain for a minute?
Well we need some to do important things but most of them are just s---
Yaaaaay. -
Oh.
Of course.
They can't be s--- if they're important, love x3
Yee ^~^ -
Yeah it sucks.
It's just, you know, I was eleven the first time my mom got really sick, and got fired from her job. And my dad was working all the time, legit 24/7, and was never around. And Brianna's never done much to help, even though she was three and a half years older than me. And we had already adopted Cole, Katie, and Kathryn. And because there was no one else to do it, I spent everyone freaking minute of my life for two years taking care of them. Doing chores, cooking dinner, making sure they got showers, because they were too little to do it themselves. All three of them. I was eleven. I was legit a mother, at eleven. And I hated it, because I never had time to do anything but take care of them. I couldn't go to friends houses. I couldn't take breaks. I couldn't play. I couldn't even do my homework.. My grades started slipping, and, to be honest, I stopped caring. I stopped giving a single f--- about anything, other than those kids. And I got really depressed. My mom started to get better, but she still slept a lot, so I never had time to myself. I found this place, but the only time I could really just be on was at night, so I stayed up until two each morning, and my health got really bad. And I didn't care.
And then I told my mom about thinking about killing myself, and I got placed in therapy, and everything got better. For a couple months, anyways. And then my mom got in a crash, and had to use a wheelchair and a walker, and my dad was still never home, and Brianna was still never doing s---. (She had a job then, so I can't really blame her) And everything fell back to me, and I refused to do s--- because it wasn't fair, and they said it wouldn't happen again, but it did. And my dad got really mad at me, and started completely shunning me, and I pretty much dropped all of my friends other than Ashley and Julianna. And then I started high school, and it was alright. And there was Seth, and Christian(God, he was a dick. We kissed, and then he had sex with this other girl. I hate them) And Izzy, and Leticia, and Emma, and oh, I was happy. And then I started having to take care of the kids again, and I just pretty much broke. And that lead to me being baker acted the first time.
And that didn't do s--- for my parents. And it just kept getting worse, and I tried to OD, and ended up under BA again. And they promised they would try. They promised I wouldn't have to do it all.
And guess what? I am. It sucks. It really, really, does. Because even when I feel like s---, I get yelled at if the whole freaking house isn't clean. And my mom never leaves her room. And Brianna never helps. And Dad's always at work. And I've told my older siblings, and they all agree that it's wrong, but it's just like, I can't not do it. It sucks. I dunno, maybe I'm selfish. It would be worse. But it still sucks.
but they are
I just wanna sleep tbh
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