It's all my fault.
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Thread Topic: It's all my fault.
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If it's better, you can kik me, Otaku.
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Batman I feel the same way sometimes. I can count on one hand how many people still care, or are even f---ong ALIVE at this point, but there's one thing, one person still holding me from falling into the black abyss that if I fall into even one more time, I won't be able to climb back up, only fall until I can't take it anymore and I too decide to commit suicide...just that one person has the power to chose to keep me alive, or to let go and let me die...
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O-Okay..
My best friend, she told me I was like a little sister to her. Everything was fine.. until the hate notes started. She kept telling me how I'll never be able to do anything and other things. I deciced to have my friends come over, so I brung her to see If i could get her to like me again. Instead.. let's just say I have a bruise on my face now. Now.. she bullies me. It gets worse.. but I can't do anything. But then she told me she never loved me, and I should commit suicide. I almost did too, I cut my stomach, but then I stopped myself...
Actually, half those people are online.. -
I'm over it! This world! This life! There's nothing left for me here! At school, people kicking my ass. Teachers look the other way. I don't cry in front of them. I don't show emotion. They just come back twice as strong. I broke my promise. I broke it.....
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Oh, Otaku. *hugs* I wish I could punch her in the face for being mean to my darling little Otaku. If something you had leaves, it wasn't yours to keep from the start. You don't need her. You deserve better. You shouldn't try to get her back, it'll hurt you even more if she rejects.
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B-But.. she was my Nii-San.. I-I need her..
No I don't.
I need my Xavier. M-my little Xavier..
Batman@ I feel ya. I broke my promise too... it's okay.. -
I promised!.......I PROMISED!........I told him.........,.....
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We can't always keep our promises... I already broke my promise with absol on here... I've started cutting again...
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Otaku, she's only going to hurt you. There's no point in trying to win her back. If you do get her back, she would probably be a fake friend. (This is all coming from MY experience so please, correct me if I'm wrong)
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I swear my emotions are only on a keyboard, not even real. ..
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I'm.......
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I know you're right... But... I don't wanna except it.. I don't care for her anymore. I want him. Him. My Xavier.
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May I ask about this Xavier, dear?
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aaaaaand back to being ignored like the little s--- I become when I'm sad...
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H-He's my dead first grade friend... he was only 7, yet we both cut and knew the same pain. but he left... I miss him..
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