He told me when I hold my plushie to think of him.
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Thread Topic: He told me when I hold my plushie to think of him.
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How can I think of someone that only brings tears to my eyes. The person I cared for the most just swept away like a sand storm in a desert. No track of anything remotely to life. Just ghosts of whispers, happy moments that will never come again. Just like that, funny how things disappear without a trace. Nothing left, nothing to look forward in life anymore. Nothing left for me to stay.
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Same way I was about someone I know when they left me emotionally. not physically. emotionally left me to starve and go die in a hole. Well, I'm over HER now
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I have a pikachu plushie, and he loves pokemon. I gave it to him for his birthday. The day I moved, he came running down to my house with it in his hands. He said," I love you, hold him, and you can think of me." He gave me the plushie. I few days later after I moved, I got a call from his aunt that he committed suicide. He left a note for me. I haven't even opened it. I'm too frightened what it will say.
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I think you should open it... when your ready.
I know how you feel, one of my best friends committed suicide. It was when we were in first grade.. we were both bullied.. and our class went on a feild trip.. he... jumped off the side of a hill... I tried to stop him but.... All he gave me was his pin that he always wore, it was yin and yang.. -
He commited suicide by cutting his wrists. He dedicated the song " Hey there delilah" to me. He used to sing it and play guitar. Now at school people torment me with the song. Playing it everywhere I go. I would try not to cry, but I cannot hold it.
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Same thing.. almost.. with me. Not the song... but He used to let me come over and We'd explore the forest together. People keep saying his name, showing me pictures of him, and other things..
I actually cut my wrists.... a lot..
and remember, I'm not saying I have it worse than you. Because I don't. Not at this moment anyway. I just want you to know you're not alone.. -
I'm sorry...I've lost so many people over the years it feels like my best friend died...like 3/4 of my relatives died when I was like 9 and and great friend of both my dad and myself passed away two days befire last Christmas, and everyone I ever knew outside of school I haven't talked to in at least 4 months and the people I had at school either left or changed their mind about me fir popularity's sake. ..I understand how you feel...
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He told me to stop cutting and burning myself. He would buy food for me to eat. I wouldn't eat at all. I promised his I wouldn't anymore. And he promised me. But he broke it....he broke it......
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*hugs* It hurts... I know... But... Y'know, I've never forgotten, and I still cry, but there will come a day where the hurt fades a little..
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I just opened it. Oh my god.
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:-I
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*hugs* Is it making some of the pain go away?
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I can't say I know how you feel, but I am so sorry :'(
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This is what it says,
"I'm sorry, but this world is just not my place,
I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in,
I've come to realise this world's full of sin,
There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space,
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race,
It's a disgrace, I was misplaced,
Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place,
It's ok though, 'cause you'll see me soon,
You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon,
As it shines bright, throughout the night,
And remember everyone's facing their own fights,
But i can't deal with this pain, I'm not a fighter,
You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter
So let the world know that I died in vain,
Because the world around me is the one to blame,
And I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone,
'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on,
That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school,
So I'm going by the law majority rules,
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer,
And if anything I hope this makes you stronger,
You're the best friend that I ever had,
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad,
Just remember that you meant everything to me,
And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key,
Now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write,
And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
I'm watching over you from the clouds above,
And sending down the purest and whitest dove,
To watch over you and be my helpful eye,
So this is it world...
Goodbye!
I love you with all with my heart." -
Wow...I don't even know what to say abour that, I have the idea of what to say I just can't put it into words
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