f--- it.
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Thread Topic: f--- it.
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Trespassing is my favorite song. Yeah.
Tbh all his songs are gold. -
Can I talk to you, or are you just going to keep ignoring everyone?
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I should send PM Juli or Ashley but they don't care enough to respond so hey what's the freaking point.
Like.
I'm just done with their s---. And all the other theatre kids. They're all a bunch of f---ing a--holes.
I'm done with everyone tbh. -
But we're right here and you're ignoring the three of us that care. Ignore them for the moment, please.
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Andi please respond to them
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I just really don't want to go to long term, you know? It would ruin everything. Like, no military. No college because the military is they only way I can pay for college. I really can't, can't go, because that would just completely screw everything up.
I seriously don't want to be in this house anymore. I can't do this. -
I dunno if you're trying to attempt, or you're just in a s---ty mood, but listen. I don't know what you're going through. I haven't known for the past two years. For what it's worth, though, don't you have something worth living/being happy for? Weren't you just with Kevyn or whatever his name is having a great time? Didn't you find your wrong car act funny? Why are you suddenly acting like this?
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I wish Ashley would return my messages..?
I wonder if she knows that she's a f---ing dick to me. And that I've never cared. Because I loved her. And I still do. And I wanna go back to last Summer. Last Summer was perfect.. I miss that. Before Leticia. Leticia is such a b----. Her and her f---y sister. -
But the thing is, she doesn't care.
She said she would talk to me.
The only time she talks to me anymore is at lunch, for five minutes before she goes and sits with Leticia, and then those two minutes walking to the bus. Doesn't she know how much I want to talk to her? No. I guess she does, but doesn't care. And whenever I bring it up, she doesn't want to talk about it. -
And I mean, I love Juli, but she's Juli. Ashley's just.. God, she's perfect, you know? Beautiful. And funny, and smart. But so, so, so.. What's the word? Impassive to emotions. She just doesn't care. But I guess it's just with me. Because she loves Leticia. She would do anything for her. But she wont even stand in the f---ing lunch line with me when I'm legit bent over with cramps.
Why?
Because she doesn't f---ing care.
Seriously, screw her. -
I hate my little brother so much. So. Much.
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Okay yeah.
Meds aren't setting in?
I really wanna sleep.. -
I don't get why you do this.
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Nnnnn. I need to go to the doctor and get new ones. But they'll just up the dosage of these they don't understand that they don't freaking work.
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And, if any of you are wondering, I have a reason for acting like this. I'm thinking. A lot. Too much.
Because my grandfather is sick to the point that he's on his deathbed, and asking his other daughter to come down from California.
I just.
He told me he would help me kill myself and told me I was selfish and needed to shut up and just deal with it.
How am I supposed to feel?
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