So I may be going to the psychiatrist.
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Thread Topic: So I may be going to the psychiatrist.
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I told my dad that I think I have a couple disorders and I asked him if he could make me an appointment (I haven't told my mom about it but I will). I'm pretty sure I have Paranoia and Obsessive Compulsive. I haven't told either of them about depression.
But yeah. Today we were doing flash cards in math class and I wanted them all to line up and be neat and stuff. Two boys from a couple tables down came up to me and started stealing and blowing at and messing up the cards on purpose just to see me start freaking out. I started panicking and breathing heavily and almost cried when this girl (that did no help) was all like, "You're afraid of a card?" and I was like, "Not really, I just get really anxious and have this compulsive behavior that makes me want everything to be neat and organized, to put in simple form. But it's different for everybody who has the same behavior I might possibly have. It's called Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Ever hear of it?" And guess what I got as a reply? "Uh, I'm pretty sure I have that too but I don't get scared about a picture."
LIKE NO. I JUST WANTED TO DROP KICK HER IN THE FACE. ONE BECAUSE SHE ACTED LIKE I WAS CRAZY. TWO BECAUSE SHE IS ONE OF THE MESSIEST PEOPLE I'VE EVER MET OMGGG. THREE BECAUSE SHE PROBABLY JUST IGNORED ME. I WASN'T EVEN SCARED. I WAS ANXIOUS. FEAR AND ANXIETY ARE DIFFERENT.
And then the paranoia because I'm always concerned and worried about if I have this material or if I'll get this work done or if I'll remember to bring that thing in to school. I'm always worried if people don't like me and I'm always worried I have disorders, like OCD as previously mentioned. I'm more certain that I have paranoia than OCD but I'm pretty sure I may have both.
Anyways... I'm still feeling really anxious, I'm trying to regulate my breathing and just eating a cookie. I want some milk too. Music. Calm...music. I'm so tense right now. -
haha, so many kids are such dips---s these days. if shes really as messy as you make her out to be, shes as dumb as a can of tomato sauce.
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I dont think you have paranoia m8 I think you just have anxiety
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No, I'm in five out of seven classes I have at school with her and I've seen her books and her work. She's lost 8 assignments because her folders are so messy. Not even kidding.
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Possibly, but none of us can confirm anything until I get diagnosed or if I do.
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yep. shes dumb as a can of tomato sauce. and you know what we do with sauce. slather it on pizza and eat it.
(aka shes most likely going to grow up to be a slut.) -
...tbh she already looks like a slut
No really. She slaps on the generic prostitute blue eyeshadow and wears a bunch of mascara and lipstick. She also claims she's a good fighter but I could probably knock her off of her feet with a single push since she's so small. :P -
This is what her eyeshadow looks like.
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hey hey hold up. i wear mascara and lipstick but im not a slut. -3-
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no she wears it like a slut doe
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all this slut shaming
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oh ew yeah thats over-applying. ew. XP
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what's what mean
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tell her that a friend of yours said shes hella fugly. XD
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I could, but it'd probably start violence.
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