Rebecca's thread.
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Thread Topic: Rebecca's thread.
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Also, my dad might be kicking me off the computer at any minute now.
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Oh :(
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I kinda feel like every time I leave, my friends form stronger friendships with thier other friends, and then I'm always like the 3rd/4th/5th/etc wheel.
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No wonder my name never gets mentioned in the best gtq friends threads.
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And then I see other people supporting each other on hear and everyone has everyone's email and ways to contact them, and people are super close.
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And I also feel like if I was on here more often, that person could be me. But honestly, it's kinda inevitable that I'm not.
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There's this thing that's been following me around my whole life, every school I've gone to. For example, my friend Louise has already gained a s--- ton of friends, including our shared crush, whom she promised she would make me be friends with.
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But I know that's not gonna happen, because she was the first person Clara got close to, not me. I can never be close with her new friends like I want to be. That kinda happens with everyone. That's why I'm just stick with a s--- ton of new people that are aqquantances and some that are between that and friends.
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Hey, I don't have anyone's phone number or email either
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I was mentioned twice in the top 5 GTQ friends. But I'm not popular, and I never will be. I'm a lone shadow.
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It's cool, it's just a thing that happens to me, and I can't escape it. So ya know....whatever. Then I can never leave this place forever, because somehow, I think that if I stay here more and talk to people more the bonds will be as strong as the others,.
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But I know that wont happen, because I've tried. I've tried so many times. And every time I try, it never works. At all. I feel like me and Anri and everyone and etc have the same type of friendship we had a year ago, even though I've changed so much and have been trying to talk to everyone more, and all that.
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But when I'm never involved in stuff....I just...I don't know. I would say that I feel left out and slightly jealous, but that would sound kinda attention seeky and whiney and all that.
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And you wanna know why i haven't really been talking to the newbies? It's because when I came back, I wanted to be surrounded by old friends that I knew, not bombarded by a bunch of new people i didn't know talking to me. And if that sounds selfish to you, I'm sorry, but think of it in my shoes.
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Amen, that's how it is
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