I need to rant...
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Thread Topic: I need to rant...
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Can I? I don't wanna be annoying but I just have a lot of s--- going so yeah.
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Yeah. You can. But I have to go school now. Take care
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Rant away I'll listen.
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RANT AWAY
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I shall make this my first priority. Well... Right under enjoying defecating. That will always be first...
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Okay. So.
Andy's mad at me and I have no f---ing idea why. I get that he's still upset over Jamie, so am I, but it's like he's blaming me for something and I can't figure out what. Also I wasn't invited to the funeral. His parents have been talking to me about the whole thing, but they didn't invite me. I've tried to be there for them, I've tried. I don't understand what I did wrong.
And I miss Jamie so much. I hate the pictures but at the same time I love them. They're the only way I get to see him anymore but looking at them hurts so much. I miss him.
Also I've been crying a lot lately which is annoying the hell out of me, and apparently annoying the hell out of my dad too because he hit me again last night. I'm strong, I can take it, but he's hit me in the same spot like three times now and it really f---ing hurts.
And now apparently Joker looks exactly like Jamie.
In conclusion, the universe f---ing hates me. -
No one should get hit by their relative..or anyone.
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I'm sorry for your loss. I don't know what you're feeling, exactly, because I'm not you, and, obviously, have never expierenced the same thing as you. But here's advice, just in case, cutting and suicide or drugs are never the answer. I know what its like to be in that pit, don't lower yourself to that.
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I just wish his family would stop pushing me away. Losing Jamie was bad enough but now it's like they hate me.
As for my dad, it's nothing. It's been going on for a while now, I'm fine. Just something I hafta deal with. It's that getting hit in the same spot multiple times before it can heal really f---ing hurts. -
My mom was abused by my dad..he purposely dropped me on the floor the day he uh..killed himself.
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My grandma blames my mom for my dads death, so yeah, that sucks. I really wish I knew how you feel. -
You wish you knew how I felt? That's really f---ing stupid. You mean to say that you wish you knew what it felt to have one of your best friends die? What it feels like to have his family push you away and have one of your other friend look exactly like your dead friend? Trust me, you do NOT want to feel how I feel.
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I'm really sorry for your, and the world's loss. I know what it's like, though. My friend Gillian died of cancer in grade 3, when we were 8 years old. It was horrible. The school went silent for days. But I know what it's like, and it's never easy. I hope you feel better and sort things out.
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Ugh, that came out wrong. I mean I wish that I could understand to console with you. Sadly, I don't. Honestly, I try not to be selfish.
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Sara, no, I get it. Sorry.
Luna, that really sucks. I'm sorry. And you're damn right it's not easy. -
No, it's fine. It was just really sudden. It always is. It's [i[never[/i] easy.
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*never .-.
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