School was horrible.
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Thread Topic: School was horrible.
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I know the feeling. :c If you ever need help or want to talk though I'm happy to listen.
What's your favorite kind of history to study? That's cool, I've vaguely learned a bit of art history a while ago. x3 -
*sighs* It's fine...I'll let it fester inside me like I always do....
Hm...ancient, like the Greeks and stuff like that. Lol I love art history. -
You shouldn't do that, though. It's not healthy.
I like ancient too. :3 Egypt was one of my favorites. Awesome. xD -
I just don't care anymore. I already posted a rant about crap going on in my life and how I about cut myself last night, which I didn't because I'm too much of a coward to...
I like Egyptian stuff. Yup. -
You're not a coward. The reason you don't want to self harm or kill yourself is because of that instinct inside you that knows you shouldn't do it. You don't want to die; you want the pain to stop. I know what that feels like and if it's any conciliation it will get better. I've been through this kind of stuff and still struggle with it at times, but you're worth it. There is hope and you are valuable. Please don't hurt yourself.
Yesh. -
Sigh....as I said I can't hurt or harm myself because I'm a coward.
Yup... -
And as I said you're not a coward. I wish I could help more. I wouldn't wish the pain of depression on anyone. :\
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Yeah....and I'm dealing with it without medication...
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The early stages of depression are the worst. I remember not being able to function and feeling like it was never going to end. Even though I'm not a major fan of medication long term, I'd encourage seeing a doctor and talk about what treatment would be best for you. You shouldn't have to suffer in silence.
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I'm fine ana...I don't want to have my parents pay for medication...
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Just posting this here-
Medication isn't the only route. I had therapy sessions, and they worked wonders for me. I never took medication. When I was depressed I just emailed my therapist. -
I don't want a therapist. I can't...stand them or psychiatrists...
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It's no where near as bad as everyone makes it out to be. They are respectful and helpful, sympathetic people who's only goal is to help you. My therapist brings me chocolate to sessions when I'm really upset.
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*shakes my head* I don't like them...
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I agree, and you don't have to go to the first therapist you find. Find one that makes you feel comfortable.
Although there are more ways to go then just therapy and medicine. You need to get your feelings and pain out some way, though. Whether it be a journal, exercise, talking with a friend or someone you feel comfortable with, find a cause or something you feel passionate about, or sometimes just taking time for yourself. Everyone is different so you just need to find what works for you. I know it's hard but it's worth sticking around.
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