I'm tired of the pain.

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Thread Topic: I'm tired of the pain.

• PouringRain Newbie

  9 years ago
  I'm tired of not feeling good enough and I'm tired of not feeling alive nor dead. I'm tired of wondering what the point is anymore. I'm tired of wishing things went differently. I'm tired of feeling alone and I'm tired of not doing things right.
  
  I'm just completely and utterly tired...
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  Prowler24 Advanced

  9 years ago
  The words of an American no?
• PouringRain Newbie

  9 years ago
  Yup, spoiled little American here who has no idea what real pain feels like. Glad you were able to spot me so clearly.
• ilovepuppyz Novice

  9 years ago
  Wait, are you or are you not an american?
• PouringRain Newbie

  9 years ago
  All I know is I didn't used to feel like this. I used to be hopeful, caring, helpful, and just plain alive. Now I just feel empty. I'm not suicidal, but I'm barely alive. Things I enjoy don't make me happy anymore. The world feels like a black hole and I can't seem to get back to living and being a useful participant.
  
  Call me spoiled, call me an attention seeker. This is how I truly feel and for once I'm getting these words out. I've tried everything I can think of, and it doesn't go away.
  
  I am an American.
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  Prowler24 Advanced

  9 years ago
  Just my job. Always searching for the honest truth as a politic.
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  absol heart Experienced

  9 years ago
  TEEN DEPRESSION.
  
  or puberty.
• PouringRain Newbie

  9 years ago
  Good job.
  
  I'm in college. This isn't just teenage angst. This is emptiness.
• ilovepuppyz Novice

  9 years ago
  Okay, It seems I have no place here. I'm just gonna post my poll and leave this thread.
  
  [poll.vgP]
  
  Was that my poll? Did I do it wrong? I can't really remember the code.
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  StitchedHeart Experienced

  9 years ago
  That's pretty much how I feel like, and Im in 10th grade :/
• PouringRain Newbie

  9 years ago
  This is why I don't talk to anyone about this. Unless they've actually been through it no one has any idea what this is actually like. Just some whiny youth that should man up and get over it. Somehow be normal again.
  
  Sorry to hear that StitchedHeart.
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  StitchedHeart Experienced

  9 years ago
  Eh, its okay.
  
  Its just, nothing feels good anymore
  
  Its not bad, just boring, repetitive, and monotonus
  
  It leaves this emptiness emotionally.
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  StitchedHeart Experienced

  9 years ago
  Meh..

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