I'm experiencing something new.
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Thread Topic: I'm experiencing something new.
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I've started to become slightly...colder than I used to be. It's weird for me. Apparently I'm still a dominant feeler
MBTI language, blehbut it's my theory that the reason I've grown to detest deep feelings is because they are what put me in depression. I'm trying to get healthy, begin to live my life better and accomplish the things I want to do, and so far I'm doing pretty well. The thing is I'm just so damn tired of feeling so much. I'm tired of caring, and tired of how paralyzed I had become. I just want to live without worrying so much and being caught up in how things feel.
It's not that feelings are a bad thing. I still have a heart and I want to make the world a better place. I care and mercy is still something very important to me. It's just the day to day whiny unproductive feelings that I've grown to hate. I can't tell if I'm maturing or have been burned by life. Maybe it's both. I just don't understand this new feeling I'm experiencing. One of apathy and frustration. -
Wow. Wait, are you going through puberty?
Yes, I am being serious, well kind of, well, I HAVE JOKES IN MY NAME!!! I'm trying to be serious. So, are you going through puberty? -
Cool
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No, I'm nineteen. ._.
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Imma 14
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Cool. What's up?
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Sleeping. It's midnight. You?
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Not much, I just finished lunch since it's noon here. x3
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Good. I love your status *expert*
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Oh, probably a personality shift. Usually goes away soon, but if it lasts, you got a jalapeo pepper in yo hands.
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Thanks lol. Makes me feel old. :3
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Really? It blocked the wavy 'n'?
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Lolz. I want it.xD
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Your not old. Now's the time of a life time! Unless in twenty years you"re all a billionaire and stuff.
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I have joke. My friends. Jake and mark. Jake:i am inocent. Mark:really? Hitlar:i am also innocent
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