Girlies only
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Thread Topic: Girlies only
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lol ok
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"When I up down touch the ground it puts me in the mood for food. I am stout, round and I have found speaking poundage wise I improve my appetite when I exercise. I am short fat and proud of that" haha I love Winnie the Pooh! He speaks to my soul.
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and im totally alone again. Im a social stigma...
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Once more
Along a darken path
There is a baren tree
Standing mighty and proud
Its spring leaves have fallen
Victim to the bitter chill
At the base of the grand trunk
Sits a wrought iron cage
Rusted and abandoned
Inside, on a perch
Is a beautiful black bird
Wings of blue and purple
in the pale sunlight
A melancholy song she sings
A soft song echoing into the empitness
A hope that someone, somewhere will hear her
To listen to her melody and set her free
Lovely black bird
How is it you can sing
Trapped and alone in your cage,
When I cannot?
How is it you can find a melody
To whistle
When I have no voice?
Sweet black bird
One more song to calm my soul
Teach me your verse
Show me how to sing my song
So the world can hear it
Just one more time
Once more
Lovely black bird -
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Forbidden
I cant breathe in this empty waste land
Everywhere I turn i see darkness
My breath visible in the frigid air
I can hear you
Chasing after me
Your footsteps like thunder in my ears
I cover them to make you go away
To make everything that surrounds me
Traps me and closes in on me
Disappear
I just want to forget
But every time i try
I struggle to survive
I cant breathe
The wind take my breath away
Reaching inside me and squeezing my lungs
I collapse to my knees
My tears freeze to my cheeks
I can feel you
The grip that you have upon my heart
Crushing it and breaking it into pieces
I hold myself tight so i dont fall apart
So i dont crumble under this pain and misery
I just want to forget
But everytime i try
I never remember how to heal
I cant breathe
Laying here on the ground
Tears frozen to my face and hair
My body broken and aching
I reach out to grab the wind
To feel the bitter air flow through my body
But it passes through my fingers
Laughing and runningn away
Leaving me to suffocate, suffer and fade away
Because like you
I am forbidden to survive -
Dark addiction
Ripped from the roots of my mind
The nightmares become real
The monsters come to life with their blank stares
The secrets that have stayed hidden run wild and free
I can feel it closing in on me
The ice cold breath on my sking
I close my eyes so i dont see it
But even then it does not disappear
My dark addiction
Now creeps up on me
Whispering in my ear; persuading me
I can feel the tingling sensation
The sweet relief and chills that i have begun to forget
With every thought
Every word; Whisper
I can feel myself caving in
Wanting it and needing it like i did before
I reach for it,
And push it away
Push away the voice and the monsters
Push paste the nightmares and shake off the feelings
I push my way throught until there is only me
Until i feel the tears falls
Push until my dark addiction is no more
And there is only me -
That's deep
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oh...uh ha hi...I thought people stopped paying attention to me....
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Hahaha there is no rest for the wicked
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ha i guess. just thought you were busy with the other thread. Didnt think anyone would notice this one...Thats why i posted those....
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Ah I love to go through threads an it kept popping up so was quite curiouser on who else is up besides me friend from england
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oh ha...well i cant sleep so..
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Sleep is hard to come by at times
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yeah but im usually a night person anyway. one of the most creative times of the day. thats when the world lies down and is still. letting everything around it just be....plus facebook is so intriguing.
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