-ignore this if all you're gonna do is b-----
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Thread Topic: -ignore this if all you're gonna do is b-----
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One flaw to that plan: that require me to actually be OUTGOING enough to do that. Other than that it's good
Lol yeah
Ergh. WORK. Alright -
You will be outgoing.
I take that back.... I have to eat XD. I'll be back in like 15min though. -
Alright, well... These last few days I've been thinking and I think I might possibly sorta like my best guy fruend (also one if my closest friends in general). But like, it's not REALLY all the way to liking him. Atleast, I don't think it is. Like... On a scale of 1 to 200 (1 being purely thinking of him as a friend and nothing more; 100 being small little crush; 200 being how I like said other guy), I'd say it's like...... 5-25. Idk. It changes everytime I think about it. But like...... Idk. Like I said before I don't really think it's quite LIKING him... Like, I just feel closer to him than allmy other guy friends. Also, like... Sometimes i just get the urge to hug him like I hug my mom or something (which is like a true hug, not the awkward hug I give when my friends are group hugging). ... Does that sound wierd? Idk. And like, when he goes to touch me like when he wipes something on my sweatshirt at lunch (we sit next to eachother), or pretends to cut my throat off with our other friend's iPhone case, or when he tries to grab something out of my hands.... I feel a little awkward, but for the most part it just feels natural to be near/ close to him. But like, it's not the same kind of natural it feels like to be close to my mom or dad or best friend. It's just like..... I don't even know. It just DOES. Ya know? I just..... Idk. I'm not sure if I like him or not.... But I think I might just a tiny bit. But also, I'm afraid that if I start truely liking him, then I might end up like my one friend; liking Austin, him knowing I do, and it being awkward between us even though we used to be best friends. And, also, this girl that's like on the outskirts of our friend group had said that she can see me and Austin dating......... I told him that she said that, and he was just like "no. Breanna thinks she's a f---ing match maker, and she's not. Last year she said that she could see me and Jillian dating. b----, no. We're just friends. That b---- needs to stop thinking she's a f---ing match maker." (Or something lke that. And yeah, he curses a lot). So like........ I have no f---ing idea what to think or say. I don't even know if I like him or not. I just..... I..... I DON'T KNOW
Btw, you should feel special lol. This is the first time I've ever told anyone this before. Not even my best friend knows yet. This is the first time I'm actually putting it to words instead of just thoughts.
And, told you it was really long lol -
LOL well I think it took me a long time to type that, so we're good XD
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Wow. I didn't even realize I put actual name there at the end lol. Well, yeah. His name is Austin.
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That did work out good. :P.
And awwww! You have a little crush :). But I would try to contain it if I were you. That guy made it pretty clear that he just wants to stay friends. If your feelings start to get stronger, tell your best friend, and say that if your face were to get all red or something, tell her that she needs to distract him. -
I figured XD.
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Lol, I wouldn't say it's a CRUSH..... But it is little alright lol. And thanks, but like... Idk. He's my friend first, above all. But like.... It's not even like enough to make me nervous or anything.... I just feel really natural around him, and when he like leans on me or anything like that it just feels really natural. Idk lmao, it's really complicated and wierd :P
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Aww that's so cute!! I wish I had a guy friend that would lean on me.... I barely have any friends :P. But I think that's cute. It's a crush. I'm calling it a crush.
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Megan x Alex.
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.... What?
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DaughterOfApollo(Megan) x Rockstar98(Ale)
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Yeah, I know what you meant. But that was really random :P.
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I know. But we're talking about crushes here. ;P
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I don't have a crush on him though.
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