Like no one cares… you can be drugged, tricked,forced like it doesn’t matter cause society doesn’t help people… they teach people to take what they want and people that can’t defend themselves are weak.
I feel tainted. Gross. Unclean. I feel depressed. Sad. Upset. I feel like I was touched by evil. I feel befouled and adulterated. Every-time I think of the situation it makes me angry. Every time I think what happened I just feel the urge to claw at myself until I bleed and keeping clawing until I don’t have the same skin that was defiled. I feel like I’m not intelligent. I feel dumb. I feel stupid because I feel like I let myself get vitiated and I let myself get manipulated by someone so horrid and nasty.
I’ve lost a love I didn’t realize through a tragic fall and a rope.
I lost a love I didn’t know I had until the blood fell tragically through the thin cloth of tomorrow and yesterday. Ive been through some things no one should go through. I’ve been looked at in ways that cut the soul. I still can’t claim I’ve been through the worst and the most tragic because I haven’t.
