I Need Advice..
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Thread Topic: I Need Advice..
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Okay, so here's the start. I used to live in this city, (not saying names of places). I lived there for about 8 years. After those 8 years, I moved away. From my friends. By the time I got to the new house, I cried myself to sleep that night. I hated that place honestly. I wanted to move back. Back, to my friends. :c
So, after a few months of living in the new house. I started to have new friends. It got my mind off some things, but not completely. I was really depressed then, I started cutting, I felt like I've been taken away. Something felt missing in life. I started thinking about everything. All my mistakes and all the troubles I've been through. My parents got divorced when I was about 3. Then she re-married when I was 7. I hate my "step-dad" I also hated my real dad too. There's other problems, but I don't wanna talk about it. ANYWAYS. So, a year passed on and I was starting to feel a bit better. Knowing I have some friends here. I didn't really felt sad anymore. So, I tried quitting my self-harm. I was clean for a few months. Which was good. And, I'm proud of that.
But, my mom said we're moving back. So, of course I got depressed again. Cause, I started to have friends here. But, now I have to be taken away again. I started the self harm again that night. I'm really emotional.
So, today is one week before I move back. And, I'm scared. I haven't told my "family" any of this. They think I'm happy and they think I'm okay. But, I'm not. I don't wanna tell them. And, I have talked to a guidance counsellor ONCE for bursting out crying in class. And, I've talked to those self harm calling lines or whatever it's called. It never helps me. It just means I have someone to talk to. Sorry, for the long post. :c -
Alrighty. Thanks for the advice. I appreciate your support .-.
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tell ur mum/step dad f--- no u leave i stay XD
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That's sad..
Are you moving back to the same place where you were before? -
HAHAHAHAHA. cx
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@Home Gurl Yeah, I am :/
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Ah. Well maybe you'll have some of you old friends back?
Tell your mom how you feel about the whole moving back thing.
If I were to tell you to not self harm I would be a hypocrite.. So just seek help with either a friend or counselor? -
The thing is, my friends from where I'm going to move to, aren't like me. I feel like, they would tell their parents. Then, my mom would find out. I don't trust my "parents" and they don't trust me. So, that's why I don't tell them anything.
I guess my options are to either tell one of my friends or keep listening to music. But, thanks for the advice. It means a lot c: -
ur always welcome XD
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Haha cx
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Ah. I understand. Maybe trying to make new friends?
Music helps. A lot. You're welcome if you need anyone to talk to you can talk to me. If you're not comfortable talking on here then probably email. :) -
i just had to post that and i was laughing while typing XDDDDDD
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u can alway talk to me cause i'm death XD i care for everyone XDD
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@Home Gurl I agree. Music has always been there for me. And, sure c:
@godofminecraft56 I'm scared of death, so.. But, tyty. xD -
why be scared of me u will all die one day so why be scared?
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