Oh, uhmm.. wow.
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Thread Topic: Oh, uhmm.. wow.
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I guess.. I don't know. I look at the ring and I think I don't like it there. Or anywhere near me, I suppose.
Lately Javi has been trying to reconnect with Roberto, and I don't mind that. In fact, I was really happy when he told me that he wanted to get close with him. But now they hardly spend time without each other, and every time I go searching for Javier, he and Roberto are having conversations in Italian and they seem so secretive in a way..
I like Roberto. He's a very sweet little thing. But this is a lot now, so much that even that brother of his tries to pry him away from Javier because he wants to spend time with his sibling too..
I don't know. I love Javier with all of my heart. He means everything to me now. But when I see him with Roberto, he seems so happy with everything and.. When I'm with him, he's a derp and I get mad at him most of the time for being that way, and he seems so.. Uhg, uncomfortable when I get mad at him. Sometimes he snaps at me too. Hell.. Sometimes he's happier with Esteban than he is with me.
I feel like this commitment might be too much for him and maybe he deserves someone better, like Roberto who'll always make him happy and proud. -
Wow, rant much dear?
*huggles* Don't think that way. Javier did this for a reason. And he and Robby once had a father son thing going on. Of course they're going to be so close like that, and of course Javier is going to be like that. He's just happy that his 'son' grew up to be a good person.
You and Javier share a connection Roberto won't be able to have with him. And every couple has their bad days! You just have to remember that Javier never kids when he does something like he did the year before. He sincerely loves you too, Alvaro. Maybe you're not aware of how much.
Uhg.. I wish I could explain this to you in Spanish but I'm lazy. 9_9 -
Oh Dios, si. I sound like a little girl of your age..
Suspiro.. I guess I understand that. It's just I feel like I don't make him as happy as he'd like to be. I understand he loves me, and I love him too.. I just fear that my anger will cause our split. -
*smack* 9_9
If he ever does that I'll cut him. He knew from the start that you're a bit grumpy for the most part. If he's going to be playing you like that then there's going to be no mercy from Liiiizzzzz.
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