You know what I don't get?
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Thread Topic: You know what I don't get?
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My life and how it works, along with the rest of everyone else.
Example-
Cousin: Acts like a b----ass, seriously. Screams and talks s--- about her mother, her father, hell to the entire family. Today I saw her violently shaking baby Fernando while he was sleeping and I had to scream at her to get her to stop.
She's done drugs and of course she's not even passing any of her classes. She skips school school too.
For her birthday, she got an iPhone 5 and her mother still loves her very much, even if it costs her her sanity and possibly her life to put up with her.
Me: I have a bit of a short-temper and I'm really sarcastic. I am seriously a computer-addict at points and I have problems with the people around me and my own self. I'm a major b---- sometimes but I guess we all are.
But I have straight As in my classes, for f---s sake I'm in Geometry. I put my life into my grades and the people I love. When baby Fernando was born I would go late to school because I would stop by and help my aunt take care of him. I love that baby with all my heart and the very same for my family, even if sometimes I can shoot some mean remarks.
My mother makes fun of me and she doesn't acknowledge me as much as she really should. My dad can't get through a day without criticizing me more than he should. They WAIT for the moment I'm out of the room to talk crap about me. When I come in they pretend like nothing happened and try to shoot some kind comments towards me, but I'm just scarred with how much they really do hate me. They haven't done anything to help me with my problems because they say "oh we don't have time."
I seriously hate my f---ing life.
I know I should appreciate the things I've been given, but I can't do that when I see others who do horrible things get treated better than me. Then how can I be so grateful and s--- when I have to worry about the things they say about me when I'm out of the damn room?
I just want to move back to Mexico dammit. My family back there at least liked me. They had nice things to say and just remembering them makes my eyes tear up because I had never been so happy before in my life when I was with them.
I just want someone to love and appreciate me. I could die tomorrow and half of me still wonders if even one person would care. -
And yes, f---ing offbeat forum.
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I see. A lot.
That's stupid. I don't get it.... -
I definitely would care. And I'm sorry about all that, because that's just s--- and you deserve better, Arisu. I'd steal you away if I could.
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