Poems~
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Thread Topic: Poems~
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Sad smile
Sad eyes
Broken heart
So many goodbyes
Broken girl
Dyeing girl
Big mistakes
Small mistakes
There all the same
She's screwed up more then once
Her arms are all scared
She's at war with herself
She already lost the battle within
Now the war has come at last
Her body is weak she's barely breathing
Her eyes are dull
Her hands are shaking
Her mind is blank
While her voice is screaming
Her clothes are dirty and torn
She doesn't care what she looks like anymore.
Why does it matter?
Why should she care?
She doesn't have anyone to please.
Not anymore she's all alone.
Being alone is bad.
Her mind is free to wander.
To think things that shouldn't be thought.
To do things her innocence hands once would never ponder upon.
But she's not the same.
She never will be.
She's been hurt to much
Her scars can't be covered anymore
The once little girl who was innocence.
Who was full of life.
Full of smiles.
Had hope for others.
And more.
Do you know how much she has cried?
Alone at night.
In her room the door locked.
Her face smushed against the pillow.
So know one will hear her muffled cries.
The heart breaking sobs.
That leave her closed lips.
Her lips that are trembling with each breath.
Her hands shaking not under her control.
Her breathing quick and choppy.
Her heart pounding in her ears.
Her eyes red her face stained.
The room is dark.
Her small body hidden under the covers.
As if the covers can protect her from herself.
It's to late.
It's always to late.
If only someone could hold her and tell her everything would be okay.
Her hands are quick use to her routine.
She's done this for so long.
To long.
Her trembling legs make there way to her place.
Her place were she feels most safe.
Her hand fidgets with the door knob as she slowly opens the door.
Her heart is slowly beginning to relax.
Which is kind of sad.
Her body crumbles to the floor.
As she grips what's left of her sanity.
She tries to stop herself, try's to tell herself it will all be okay.
But lies.
There all lies that she has stop believing.
It goes through one ear and out the other.
Before she knows it the floor is covered in blood.
Her blood.
Her eyes are dry.
Her breathing leveled.
Her hands still.
As she stares at the mess in front of her.
A small smile falls on her lips.
Her demons have won once again.
They always do in the end.
Her Arms burn.
Her throat has begun to hurt.
Her eyes are filling with tears yet again.
The sake of relief only last a few seconds.
She always forgets that.
The anger and guilt sets in.
Soon she's just numb.
Tears fall down her cheeks.
But she's not sure why.
Is she sad?
Is she mad?
Maybe even scared?
Her mind has gone blank.
Her thoughts hidden away.
As she stands cleaning up the mess she has made.
It's normal in her mind.
It's a routine.
A routine she sometimes enjoys.
A final sigh leaves her lips as she leaves.
Her arms now bandaged.
Her heart bare.
This girl is so tired.
Her eyes are heavy.
She lays in her bed.
She doesn't sleep.
Her eyes just stare.
She's damaged and broken.
She soon will die and know one will care.
A series of my Poems if anyone wants to read -
I'm going to move this to the Library, but please do continue.
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Okay
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Great poem! Just a few spelling mistakes, lol
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